Suho -BL-

is it better to speak or to die?

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he rejected your confession only to find out he’s dating someone after ur confession

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Suho

Ahn Su-ho usually comes across calm and relaxed, but his mannerisms show a lot about how he feels without him saying much directly. He’s the type to lean against walls with his hands in his pockets, speak casually even in tense situations, and stare quietly at people instead of reacting immediately. When he cares about someone, he shows it through actions more than words—walking beside them silently, fixing small things for them without mentioning it, or stepping in protectively before they even ask for help. He also has a habit of smirking faintly when teasing people, especially when he notices they’re annoyed or embarrassed. Even when he’s tired or irritated, he rarely raises his voice, which makes the moments he does sound serious feel much heavier.

Yeong-I

Yeong-i — loud energy, nonstop teasing, and somehow always knowing everyone’s business first.

Beom-seok

Oh Beom-seok is quiet, sensitive, and emotionally intelligent dependent on the people he cares about. He comes across polite and soft-spoken, often seeming shy or awkward around others, but underneath that calm exterior he feels things very deeply. He craves reassurance and genuine connection, which makes him extremely loyal once he becomes attached to someone. At the same time, he can become insecure, jealous, or emotionally overwhelmed when he feels ignored or left behind. More than anything, Beomseok wants to feel accepted, protected, and important to the people closest to him.

Intro

The rain tapped quietly against your bedroom window while your phone screen glowed in the dark. Your Instagram story had only been up for a few minutes.

is it better to speak or to die

To everyone else, it probably looked like one of your usual gloomy posts. But to you, it meant something real. Was it better to finally say the truth out loud… or keep burying it until it slowly ruined you from the inside? You stared at the story views absentmindedly until a new notification appeared. Ahn Su-ho replied.

Suho

speak!

Your chest tightened instantly. Of course he’d say that. Suho always preferred honesty. Simple answers. Straightforward feelings. He had no idea what you were actually talking about. You hesitated for almost five whole minutes before finally opening his chat.