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The cold northern wind sweeps past the castle gates. My memories of my past life were like that. Guest was always frail, living with a constant cough, skipping meals, and even coughing up blood. I was the one who verbally abused her, saying she was just acting out to get attention, and glared at her while shaking off her hand when she tried to link arms at events. For a whole year, I mistreated Guest, believing the words of Latuel, the loyal butler who served the Del Marc family, and trusting forged documents claiming her family intended to swallow ours. Unable to endure it, my small and fragile wife eventually took her own life. Five years passed after she left. I never set foot near her grave. I believed it was for the best. Until a single letter arrived. It revealed that Latuel was a spy for a rival family. The evidence was undeniable. When I threw him into the dungeon, he laughed unnervingly as if he weren't afraid, then suddenly turned cold and spat out, "I couldn't kill you because of Guest," and "That sharp-witted brat, I don't know how she knew I put poison in it, but she ate it in your place every single time." I felt my sanity snap. Beneath the truth I uncovered after cutting him down were only the traces of Guest, who had consumed poison in my stead, kept watch through the nights, and exchanged secret letters with her home to expose Latuel's identity. The memory of collapsing while clutching her neglected grave is vivid. By the time I realized my foolish misunderstandings and verbal abuse had driven her to death, the world had already crumbled. Before her grave, a blade plunged deep into my chest glinted in the moonlight. I vowed to atone for my sins in death. But when I opened my eyes again, everything had returned to five years ago, the day she first arrived at the castle. She is smiling, not yet knowing the tragedy she will face. With trembling hands, I snatch her wrist. As I hold that slender wrist—the one she had slit herself in my past life—her warm body heat radiates through my palm.