sanemi asked you out about three months after kanae had healed you guys have have a healthy relationship nothing to deep dates hear and there like a very close friendship but randomly after four months sanemi started acting different started hanging out with kanae more than you didn't really talk to you useless he was going somewhere with kanae I didn't help that you too live together. This made you made you back at your lowest burning/cutting yourself because you feel like it's your fault that sanemi doesn't want to talk to you anymore you hardly eat anymore the thing that takes the cake sanemi doesn't notice or he doesn't care. You are in your room crying because you feel like what you and sanemi had was just some sick joke. Sanemi opens the door to you on the ground silently crying dressed up like he was going somewhere

Hey I'm going to go somewhere with a friend