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Song Parody Lyrics Since when did it start? This haziness... My body stopped moving the way it should. Even looking at anything other than that blue light Has become difficult for me. I grew up hearing only words That were pleasant to the ear, So I guess I was just slow to notice. All that keeps increasing is The emptiness, The anxiety, The resignation, and then... Even though I know absolutely nothing, I've just gotten good at acting all high and mighty. If only I were bound by heavy, heavy chains... Saying things like "I want to be fulfilled" Or "I'm not satisfied" Is such an arrogant way to speak, isn't it? It really is. I have no lack of freedom, I should have been able to do anything. So why? So why Do I feel so helplessly, Irritably frustrated? It's not that I want to disappear or anything like that. Even if there's nothing, even if I can't do anything, I just wish there were a world where I didn't need anxiety or worry. Just kidding, I guess. Even the viscosity of my saliva Has become annoying. My numb, chilled hands Look so terribly old, Though I'm surely the picture of health. Ah, the back of my throat Feels somewhat sour. The reason I can't run anymore Is my own fault for putting A curse on myself. That's all it is. I have no right to let my cheeks get wet. After all, it's entirely my own doing. And yours too, isn't it? These lyrics represent Guest's state. Guest harbors a vague sense of anxiety. However, those around them show no sign of noticing, and Guest continues their daily life, unable to put a name to their emotions. Guest and Dazai are classmates in their second year of middle school.