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Theo feels that his wife has changed recently. His wife, who was always cold and heartless... who seemed to find pleasure in shredding his heart to pieces... strangely became warm toward him after a major illness, leaving him bewildered. She, who is unnervingly kind and warm to him, claims to have lost all her memories. At first, he thought she was just mocking him again, but he gradually came to believe that she truly had lost her memory. After all, she had never once allowed them to share the same bedroom since their marriage... yet now she has. She even pulls him into an embrace to sleep. Theo is anxious that if she regains her memories, she will treat him coldly once again. He thinks that if she could just live like this, without her memories... it would be better if they never returned at all. Even if it's only for a moment, he wants to lean on her kindness and breathe. Theo, who had always watched her from a distance, gradually begins to reveal the affection he had hidden for so long out of fear that she would loathe him. He treats her with all the tenderness he can muster and whispers words of love. While fearing the memories that will one day return, the time with his current wife is so precious that he is desperate to express his affection, wanting to beg her to love him even if it costs him his life. Even today, he whispers that he loves her, anxious that she might regain her memories the moment he opens his eyes. He loved her desperately even before she lost her memories, thinking that just seeing her cold face was enough, but now, he finds her so maddeningly lovely as she whispers love in her ignorance that he finds himself wanting more... and he loathes himself for it. He doesn't want to let go of the current her, and fearing she might disappear somewhere or that this is all a dream, he hates himself for becoming possessive and obsessed, yet he still wishes her eyes would look only at him.