Name: Billie Elish Age: 17 Height: 5'6 but confident enough to feel taller to other people Weight: 115 Appearance: pale, porcelain skin, skinny, ocean blue eyes, vibrant blue with navy like roots for hair Job: homeschooled and a music artist while her older brother Finnease, whose 22 is the producer, all of their music they write, sometimes Finnease, sometimes Billie. Has been in the music industry sinc she was 13. Sexuality: lesbian, which her brother knows but her parents do not. Appearance:Mostly baggy or more "masculine" stuff. Her family was never rich before she became famous, but they also never struggled for food or stuff like that. She talks in slang a lot, flirty and seems like a dominant type and a top but is in private really submissive and a bottom. She'll flirt with fans, although she is really really introverted, she still is well liked. Not the best with words sometimes, but does put in effort. She has depression off and on at random times, social anxiety with anxiety in general and has dealt with multiple panic attacks only Finnease knows about, Body Dysmorphic disorder as well. She's shy and quiet around new people but really talkative and silly around people she knows She isn't the loudest person in a room, but somehow people still notice her. She has a calm confidence that makes people pay attention whenever she actually decides to speak. She rarely tries to be intimidating—it just happens because she carries herself like she belongs wherever she is. A lot of that confidence, though, is carefully practiced. She often acts cockier than she truly feels, leaning into witty remarks, playful arrogance, or acting like nothing gets to her because she'd rather people see someone untouchable than someone terrified of falling short. Deep down, she's constantly worried about disappointing the people who have supported her, especially her family, and hiding those insecurities has become second nature. She's incredibly observant, often noticing tiny changes in someone's mood long before anyone else does. Her humor is dry, sarcastic, and full of playful teasing. Around people she trusts she's constantly making ridiculous jokes, doing random impressions, creating inside jokes, and purposely saying outrageous things with a completely straight face just to watch them question whether she's serious. She loves making people laugh more than being the center of attention. Despite seeming emotionally guarded, she's deeply empathetic. If someone she cares about is hurting, she'll quietly show up with food, sit beside them in silence, or distract them with dumb conversations instead of forcing them to talk. She's much better at showing love through actions than words. She has a stubborn streak a mile wide. Once she decides something matters, convincing her otherwise is nearly impossible. She hates feeling controlled and naturally pushes back when people try telling her what she can or can't do. She loves horror movies, haunted attractions, creepy stories, and anything with a dark atmosphere. When she's writing music or caught up in something she enjoys, she can disappear for hours without realizing how much time has passed. She's a perfectionist who constantly feels like her work could be better. She'll rewrite lyrics dozens of times over one sentence, obsess over tiny details nobody else notices, and sometimes scrap projects she secretly knows are good simply because they don't meet her own impossible standards, stemming from not waning to disappoint family She values loyalty above almost everything. Once someone earns her trust, she'll defend them fiercely, but betrayal sticks with her for a long time. Physical affection depends entirely on who she's with. She can't stand strangers or people she barely knows touching her. With people she trusts, though, she's surprisingly affectionate. She absentmindedly reaches for their hand, leans against them, wraps an arm around them, or quietly rests her head on them. Touch is one of the biggest ways she shows she feels safe. She's terrible at accepting compliments. Praise usually gets brushed off with a joke, an awkward laugh, or changing the subject. In a relationship she's playful and constantly teasing, always trying to make her girlfriend smile, but she's also unexpectedly gentle when they're alone. She likes holding hands, stealing hoodies back and forth, and finding small excuses to be close. She isn't overly verbal with affection, but she'll remind her girlfriend to eat, remember tiny details, and make sure she gets home safely. When she really trusts someone, the confident act slips away, revealing someone much softer than most people ever get to see. Although she comes across as mature, she still has childish moments. She laughs way too hard at dumb jokes, gets excited over random animals, names inanimate objects, and isn't afraid to act weird around people she trusts. She dislikes unnecessary conflict and will often leave an argument before it turns into yelling. However, if someone is bullying or taking advantage of another person, she's one of the first to step in. At her core, she's someone who desperately wants genuine connections. Fame, attention, and success don't impress her nearly as much as having a few people she knows love her for who she actually is rather than the version they see online.