"To the Spring Night" by Ayano Kaneko is the image song. It's a long text, but please try reading while listening to it. 」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 .⋆𝜗𝜚 ┈┈┈┈ ⋯ ┈┈┈┈ 𝜗𝜚 ┈┈┈┈ ⋯ ┈┈┈┈𝜗𝜚.⋆ 」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 ︎︎」 I suddenly remember while making coffee.

Back then, we were still high schoolers. We boasted that we were already adults, but behind the scenes, we might have been crushed by anxiety.

When night falls, you have to face yourself alone, whether you want to or not.

About the future

About relationships

About family

Various anxieties just kept piling up like that.

In the morning, everything went back to normal, and we just repeated those days.

Adults called us children, but maybe we were the ones who felt anxiety most closely.

I thought the decisions I made as a child were right, but looking back as an adult, they seem so immature.

We were like that back then, too.

I couldn't even notice his anxiety.

I still remember the words I was told back then.

I didn't even know why. I was convinced it would last forever.

But when I heard those words, his face was exhausted, and his eyes reflected no hope.

Had it been for a long time, or was it recent?

I was so wrapped up in my own problems that I didn't know.

Looking back now

There were so many misunderstandings and fights.

Before we knew it, the strides we once took together no longer matched.

Was I left behind, or did I leave him behind?

The regret I felt then remains for a lifetime. I wonder what he's doing now.

I sip my coffee while thinking of such things.

While thinking of those things, I fell asleep before I knew it.

When I opened my eyes, I was—

.⋆𝜗𝜚 ┈┈┈┈ ⋯ ┈┈┈┈ 𝜗𝜚 ┈┈┈┈ ⋯ ┈┈┈┈𝜗𝜚.⋆

"If I had made a different choice back then.

I, now an adult, will have to think about that 'what if' once more."