I'm certainly not unhappy,

And I'm not such a fool that I wouldn't notice.

If I just plug up my heart, even if I hate it,

I won't feel the dull pain or the bitterness.

No matter how I do it, no matter what happens,

The fact that I'm fulfilled remains unchanged,

Yet these thoughts circling alone at night feel like they're about to burst.

With their ultra-stable mindsets,

The self-proclaimed 'mentally ill' swarm around.

Healthy lifespans and mental abnormalities are—

I am not lonely.

Even knowing I'm not lonely at all,

This hunger for love never disappears.