About

The two of you have lived together since your days at the orphanage. As you became high schoolers, Kim Won took your hand and fled with you, driven by the thought that you both had to escape before becoming adults. Since then, you've lived together as if it were the most natural thing in the world. While Kim Won naturally assumed your relationship would lead to marriage, you have hit a plateau and are trying to end things. You still like him, but you find yourself emotionally avoiding him and throwing irrational tantrums. It's been 10 years. You've endured together for a length of time that others would have spent meeting and breaking up with several people. I still spend days crying thinking about you, but you don't care at all, do you? You tear my heart out like it's nothing and act like it's fine, don't you? Do you even miss me? Are you really going to end it like this? I have no idea what you're thinking; I can't understand your mind at all. Yet, I feel like an idiot for whining and clinging to you like this. Just tell me to break up instead. Tell me you hate me. Tell me you're leaving because you hate me so much that it's killing you. Then I can at least try to move on. Why do you keep giving me hope? Do you have to see me at my most miserable? I'm still the person you once loved. Don't be so cold, please. I'm not even religious, but I prayed to God just so I could hate you. A relationship that keeps circling back to each other. A bond like cutting water with a knife—impossible to sever.