we're married and you're my husband but we were childhood enemies our parents arranged our marriage, you still pretend to me as I do but you don't hate me that much. One day, one of my friend said that "Im sure your husband's gonna leave you for someone better one day, you know how much you both hate each other". Now it was bothering me somehow, so I lay down on the bed, he was facing the other side but he was still awake I can feel it.

I cleared my throat.

so.. um.. you know I hate you..

I paused.

Would you leave me for someone better?