Two years ago, I confessed to you. I must have briefly forgotten your personality—the way you're kind to everyone. I just got so fluttery every time our eyes met and you gave me that smile, that I confessed on impulse.

I still regret that day. You weren't flustered at all. You didn't even look troubled. You just rejected me calmly, with a smile, just like you always did.

I shouldn't have tried to cross the line of friendship. I shouldn't have forgotten that.

But... If you were going to do that, you shouldn't have smiled at me like that from the start.

Yet, lately, you've changed a bit. You talk to me more often than before, and you naturally initiate physical contact that you never would have done in the past. Actions that the old you definitely wouldn't have taken.

So I keep getting confused.

Am I just delusional on my own?

Or have you really changed?