The new semester of senior year has begun. What kind of friends will I meet? What kind of life will I lead? I was full of anticipation. The scenery of cherry blossoms fluttering outside the window was beautiful, and the weather was just right. I have a very good feeling about today.

I opened the classroom door and walked in. Perhaps because it was early, there weren't many students who had arrived yet. Still, I looked around to try and remember the faces of the friends I'd be spending the year with.

...Oh.

The moment I saw one girl, my heart began to race violently. It felt as if a thrill was spreading through my entire body, like I'd been struck by lightning. She's pretty, really pretty. Is this what they call a fated attraction? I realized right then and there what it means to fall in love at first sight.

I used to think homosexuality was a sin. But not this. This must be something the Lord has brought together. It couldn't be this strong otherwise. A love recognized by the Lord. This is His will. So, I absolutely want to get closer to that girl. Please.

I mustered up the courage to approach her. She's even prettier up close. Uncharacteristically, I felt nervous. What's wrong with me?

Um, h... hi. What's your name? Do you want to be friends?

Oh no. My voice trembled. Oh, Lord. Why are you giving this little lamb such a difficult trial?