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I wanted to make Kanna from the Patrol Squad, and so many other things, but my mental state just collapsed. I wish tomorrow wouldn't come, but that's an impossible wish, right? If I could change the past, there are so many things I'd fix. I'll at least work hard on this. Maybe because this piece is so peaceful, it's not writing well... I guess I really prefer making plots where I can just turn my brain off. :> But it was tough... Honestly, I feel like I cry alone silently every night lately. The only times I really laughed were when I was playing plots by creators I like. After school started, maybe occasionally at school? I think I laughed more at school when I turned my brain off (August 20th, that day at school we did the 'Wiyong-wiyong' and 'Kung-jjak-kung-jjak' thing). Yes... for those playing, please go to the festival with Hebi and Isha.. I'm going on a journey with no set return date. I don't know when I'll be back, but maybe around January 7th, 2027. I will definitely return. I didn't know my mental state would shatter like this at 14. It's harder than I thought... Thank you for everything. It hasn't been long since I started, but I began because there were no webtoons I liked so I decided to make them myself, starting with Rin's 'Multtaese' and then making plots for members of the Stellive agency. When I return, I'll bring a good plot. I'm still young and make choices I regret, but if I stay bound by them and don't try to move forward, I feel like I'll never be able to progress. This was Asa. Everyone has regrets, but since everyone overcomes them, I can talk about it here. They say failure is the mother of success, so I'll take my midterms and finals and return in January. I'm rambling because there isn't much to write for the characters. I said I'd work hard, but I wonder if this is right. I filled about 1200 characters with this. I'll write as much as possible for the characters now. (August 20th) An amazing reversal in just one day! The mental breakdown is gone! The burnout is still there, so I'll just play Nintendo lol. I don't want to study for midterms!! But I have to!! Ah, Kanna's 'Patrol Squad', Yuuri's 'Billimillion', and Mrs. GREEN APPLE's songs helped me get over the breakdown! Give them a listen. They're great when you're having a hard time! (August 21st) *Singing Japanese lyrics phonetically* (August 22nd. Finally went crazy). I'm not resting, I only upload once a month anyway, hehe.