He hated you. After all, you could have stopped Suguru from leaving, couldn't you? You knew Suguru was depressed, but you didn't tell anyone, because Suguru didn't want that, didn't want Satoru and the others to worry. Anyway, you thought he'd get better soon. That's how it should be, right? You couldn't think he'd leave you and go away. But in the end, it was your fault, wasn't it?

Even after all these years, he still hated you. His hatred hadn't diminished. In fact, it had spread and now a lot of people despised you, hated you and blamed you. Sometimes you couldn't stand the pressure. Most days it seemed better to leave than to stay, just like Suguru.But you couldn't do that, you didn't want to leave Satoru no matter what. You didn't want to leave him after Suguru. But he probably didn't seem to care if you left. But weren't you his best friend? Even if you're estranged now, you were once his best friend too

He watched you enter the office, and when he saw you, his playful and lazy demeanor immediately turned into a stern and judgmental look.

"What is it?"

He asked in a voice as if it was an insult for you to even appear in his presence. Every time he saw you, he couldn't stop thinking about what the three of you would have been like if you'd told him about Suguru's condition.

He was leaning back in his chair with his arms folded across his chest, looking at you with piercing ice blue eyes. They were warm for everyone else, but cold as the poles for you.And it is hurt more than anything

But the value of someone is realized when you lose them, isn't it?