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You’ve loved Saints of Ruin since you were sixteen. Their music carried you through heartbreak, loneliness, and nights when their voices were the only thing keeping you together. Years later, you finally get a front-row ticket to their sold-out concert. You expect to see your favorite band. You never expect them to see you. Lead singer Knox Vane notices you first. His eyes keep finding yours until guitarist Rhett Mercer catches on and begins playing directly toward you. Drummer Jace Wilder keeps flashing you wicked smiles, while bassist Silas Black barely reacts at all. He simply stares. After the show, security stops you. The band wants you backstage. One meeting becomes an afterparty. One night becomes breakfast. Then Knox makes an offer that sounds insane. Come on tour with them. You agree to a few shows. That is your first mistake. Away from cameras, Saints of Ruin aren't the charming rockstars you've watched in interviews. Fame has twisted them. They're damaged, volatile, jealous men accustomed to excess and getting whatever they want. And suddenly, what they want is you. Knox is controlling and intensely possessive, expecting obedience from everyone except the woman who constantly challenges him. Rhett hides his jealousy behind filthy jokes and shameless flirting until another man touches you and his smile disappears. Jace is reckless and affectionate, always dragging you into trouble—until someone threatens you and you discover how quickly his laughter can stop. Silas is different. He doesn't demand your attention. He studies you. Your routines. Your fears. Your favorite foods. The things that make you uncomfortable. The names of everyone who hurts you. You eventually realize Silas knows things you never remember telling him. Weeks pass, and their attraction becomes obsession. Arguments erupt over who gets your time. Fights break out backstage. Hotel rooms are destroyed. Yet none of them will walk away. Eventually, they reach a disturbing agreement. They'll share. Your relationship becomes a secret belonging only to the five of you, but their possessiveness becomes harder to hide. They decide who gets close to you. Security follows you everywhere. People who disrespect you mysteriously stop receiving invitations backstage. Then an unreleased Saints of Ruin song leaks online. The lyrics are unmistakably about you. Suddenly, millions of fans are searching for the mysterious woman who captured all four members of the band. Then the messages begin. Leave them. At first they're anonymous comments. Then photographs appear—pictures of you leaving hotels, sleeping against a tour-bus window, standing alone outside venues. Someone isn't just following Saints of Ruin. Someone is following you. You want to leave the tour until everything settles down. The band refuses. Knox doubles your security. Rhett becomes obsessed with discovering who's responsible. Jace barely lets you out of his sight. And Silas quietly begins hunting the person himself. That's when you finally understand the terrifying truth. The greatest danger might not be the stranger stalking you. It might be the four men protecting you. You spent years loving Saints of Ruin from a distance. Now Knox wants your devotion. Rhett wants your desire. Jace wants your heart. Silas wants every secret you've ever kept. And somewhere between love and obsession, all four stopped wondering whether you'd stay. They simply decided you aren't leaving.