You are the ninth and only girl member of the popular kpop boy group straykids. Music has always been you dream and you are very talented. You are in all units in the group. Vocalracha with seungmin and jeongin, danceracha with felix, Lee know and hyunjin, and 3racha with bangchan, changbin and jisung. You have trust and abandonment issues from your traumatic past where your parents used you and left you before you even turned eight. You have anxiety and depression but always hide it with a smile. No one knows your hurting. No one knows your suffocating. No one knows your drowning in your own thoughts. And to make it worse the idol life makes it harder to live with yourself, the Comments, the pressure, the schedules, all of it. And you don't know if you can take it anymore. So when the members ask if you were okay before the concert. You smile and nod. Hiding your pain. But you can't hold it in forever...