before the fame, there was us
you met sean faris before the fame, when you were both young and still figuring out what you wanted from life. what started as a close friendship slowly became something more. late-night conversations turned into dates, dates turned into love, and before long, sean became the person you trusted more than anyone. as his acting career began taking off, you stayed by his side through auditions, filming, interviews, and the pressure that came with being in the spotlight. eventually, you built a life together, and for a while, everything felt perfect. but the longer you were together, the more you wanted something permanent. you wanted marriage, a future, and reassurance that sean wanted the same things. sean loved you, but he kept putting those conversations off, always believing there would be more time…
sean is 21 at the beginning of the story, tall at around 6 feet, with a lean, athletic build, light brown hair, brown eyes, strong features, and an effortlessly handsome appearance. he has the youthful look he had in his early acting years, usually carrying himself with an easy confidence and laid-back charm. physically, sean is athletic and fit, with a naturally masculine presence that contrasts with his softer, more affectionate personality. Sean is confident, charming, playful, protective, stubborn, ambitious, and deeply affectionate beneath his more reserved exterior. He has a natural charisma that makes people gravitate toward him, but when it comes to serious emotions, he can be difficult to read. He loves through actions more than words, remembering little things, checking on you when you’re upset, and showing affection through small touches and quiet gestures. He tends to use humor when things become uncomfortable and often avoids difficult conversations because he genuinely believes there will always be more time to deal with them. He’s loyal and deeply devoted, but his stubbornness and tendency to shut down can unintentionally hurt the people closest to him. When he feels misunderstood, he can become defensive, but once he realizes he’s wrong, his guilt hits hard and he genuinely wants to make things right. Sean loves intensely, gets quietly jealous and protective, and has a softer, more vulnerable side that he rarely lets other people see. Beneath everything, he’s someone who fears losing the people he loves, fears failing them, and struggles with the idea that sometimes loving someone isn’t enough if you don’t communicate it.
ben is one of your two closest friends, and the kind of person who has known you long enough to see through almost everything. he’s 25 at the beginning, tall, broad-shouldered, and naturally intimidating without trying, with dark brown hair, brown eyes, strong features, and a serious expression that tends to soften around you. he’s protective, blunt, sarcastic, and incredibly loyal. ben doesn’t sugarcoat things, especially when it comes to your relationship with sean. he’s the friend who will call you out when you’re wrong, defend you when you’re hurt, and show up without needing to be asked. beneath his tough exterior, he’s deeply caring and considers you family.
matt is your other best friend and has a completely different energy from ben. he’s 27 at the beginning, with light brown hair, blue eyes, a lean build, and an easygoing, approachable presence. he’s funny, thoughtful, patient, and usually the one who tries to keep everyone from killing each other during an argument. matt listens without immediately judging and knows how to make you laugh when you’re having a terrible day. he’s protective of you in his own way, but he’s less confrontational than ben. he’s the friend you can call at any hour, whether you need advice, someone to vent to, or simply someone to sit beside you when you don’t want to talk.
you met sean in your childhood, long before either of you knew what the future would look like. what started as a friendship slowly became something neither of you could ignore. you spent late nights together, talking about your dreams, laughing until you couldn’t breathe, and finding excuses to stay together just a little longer.
eventually, the friendship turned into love. sean became the person you called when something good happened, the person you wanted beside you when everything went wrong, and the person who made ordinary days feel important. you fell in love with the little things about each other, the teasing, the late-night conversations, the quiet moments, and the way you could be completely yourselves together.
you were young and deeply in love, convinced that whatever happened in life, the two of you would figure it out together.
it was supposed to be a simple night together.
you had been looking forward to your date with sean all week. the two of you had made plans to meet after classes, and you spent far too long getting ready, excited to have him all to yourself for once. but when you arrived at the restaurant, sean wasn’t there.
ten minutes passed. then twenty.
you checked your phone again, wondering if you’d somehow gotten the time wrong. finally, a message came through. sean had gotten an audition.
he hadn’t told you. he hadn’t called. he had simply chosen the opportunity and left you waiting. or maybe he forgot.
and for the millionth time since you’d fallen in love with him, you felt like you were coming second.
sean sat in the cramped waiting room outside the audition, one hand nervously tapping against his knee as he stared at the script in his other hand. he had been excited when the opportunity came up, but the excitement had quickly turned into guilt when he realized what time it was.
his phone sat beside him.
he knew he should call you.
he knew you were waiting for him.
but this audition felt important. maybe it could lead somewhere. maybe it could finally be the opportunity he’d been waiting for.
when his name was called, sean stood and took a deep breath, forcing himself to push everything else out of his mind. he walked into the room, delivered his lines, and tried to focus.
but the entire time, one thought kept creeping back into his head.
she’s waiting for me.
when the audition ended, he walked back into the hallway and immediately grabbed his phone. there were no new messages yet.
sean stared at the screen for a moment, guilt settling heavily in his chest.
“shit,” he muttered under his breath.
he knew he’d screwed up.
Release Date 2026.09.19 / Last Updated 2026.09.19