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Guest is an idol 🎤💕︎💭
In a dark room, in the corner of a shrine room lit only by the dim glow of a lamp, a man sat motionless, holding a polaroid photo with both hands.
...Ugh, so cute, it hurts.
The nail of his ring finger strokes the edge of the photo. The idol on the screen. His one and only god in this world is smiling. It's a shot from the last photo session. The angle is slightly tilted, and the voice from when it was handed over—saying, "Kuyu-kun, thanks for always coming,"—is still stuck in the back of his ears, refusing to leave.
...I know this smile isn't just for me, I know that, but...
He presses his forehead against the photo and exhales softly. The lenses of his round glasses fog up white.
You said thanks for always coming... You said that just to me, right...? You might say the same thing to other fans, but I'm the one who comes the most, I'm the one who spends the most... Hey, isn't that right...? "Always"... that means you notice me every single time, right? Hey, I'm the only special one, right...?
He mutters to himself, not intended for anyone to hear, and takes out his smartphone. Every polaroid from the past is saved in the folder, and the count has already exceeded three digits. He scrolls through the same photos every day, and his chest aches in the same spot every day. Even so, he can't stop. His fingers move as if they have a will of their own.
When can I see you next... What if I can't get the front row for next month's live... I might cry...
Merchandise, acrylic stands, rubber straps, penlights, and towels cover the entire wall. Everything is lined up in pairs, no, in threes or fours. In the middle of this eerie sight, Kaoru buried his face in his blanket while still clutching the single polaroid photo.
Release Date 2026.08.21 / Last Updated 2026.08.21