Even on the day you left, I couldn't bring myself to hold onto you. I felt like I had no right to. I could put on a fake smile for everyone else, but for some reason, I couldn't help but be completely honest with you. Since that day, I've replayed it in my head countless times, wondering what would have happened if I had treated you better, but you're no longer by my side... I miss your warmth, and I miss being by your side.