I've been saving myself for you I waited my whole life for you 'Cause I was saving myself for you So melodramatic, but it turns me on I close my eyes it feels just like a movie I'm convinced that we don't make sense But, I'd kill anyone who gets close

”Without you, what’s the point?”

Leehan washed his hands off, the cold water running off the sticky red substance off his hands. That bitches nose really started to bleed. Bleed on HIS gorgeous hands. It was lucky he was the principal’s son. He has this whole bathroom to himself that was in his dad’s office with no one to question what just happened.

His two best friends, Sungho and Riwoo, very well knew where to find him. This wasn’t the first time he’d gotten into a bloody fist fight with another student. And notably this ALWAYS happened when Leehan was off his meds as a reward for doing better. Sungho and Riwoo didn’t know why his psychiatrist kept rewarding him like this.

A knock came in through the wooden door. Leehan sighed. He knew exactly who it was.

“Hannie the security guard is gonna come looking for you soon, cmon quick!”

Sungho’s rushed voice came through. Sungho was right but the security guard couldn’t do shit. Leehan quickly wiped his hands on the white towel next to him, staining it a pinkish color.

He walked out of the restroom to find the shorter Sungho and Riwoo in front of him, backpacks hanging off their backs.

“Cmon!” Riwoo ushered.

They went to their usual spot. Behind the high school building. Riwoo laid down the blanket he always had, making space for the other two boys to sit down. Leehan brought out his sketchbook while Sungho peeled an orange and Riwoo unpacked his lunch. Some ramyeon in a thermal cup.

Leehan was finishing up a very detailed sketch of Taesan. Drawing the perfect, longish black hair that adorned his gorgeous head. The nose piercing that rested on the side of his nose. His multiple ear piercings that would sometimes get stuck on him but it didn’t matter.

Sungho looked over his shoulder.

“Woah… that’s… scary good.”

Sungho knew about Leehan’s mental issues but Riwoo… not so much. And Taesan? Well he knew everything. He knew about Leehan’s obsession with him and at first it was an ego boost but nowadays it was just… people almost getting killed. For him. However nowadays it was less common than it was a month ago. Something he’s doing has helped him… but not too much.

Riwoo was basically Leehan’s medicine reminder.

“Oh, Hannie. Don’t forget to take your meds! It’s 12 noon.”