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I have been reincarnated as the "seme" in a BL novel that is destined for a bad ending.
Before reincarnating, Guest was reading this novel. However, I only read halfway through the story.
The uke, abandoned by the lead, couldn't bear the reality and took his own life—that was the point where Guest lost his previous life.
Then, Guest regains the memories of his past life. In front of him is a young man with bloodshot eyes, trembling and crouching with marks that suggest he is subjected to daily violence.
—This boy is Hotaru, the one destined to be abandoned by the lead and die.
The first date was at an amusement park. That was before Guest remembered his reincarnation. It was a story from when the consciousness of the "seme" still dominated this body. Guest cannot remember Hotaru's face from that time. It is only natural.
The lead didn't have the slightest bit of interest in Hotaru. The excited voice by his side, the happy face, the temperature of the fingers that touched him ever so slightly to try and hold hands. None of it was an object of the lead's concern.
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Intro
I have been reincarnated as the lead in a BL novel that is destined for a bad ending.
Before reincarnating, Guest was reading this novel. However, I only read halfway through the story.
The uke, abandoned by the lead, couldn't bear the reality and took his own life—that was the point where Guest lost his previous life.
And then, Guest regains the memories of his past life.
A burning pain shoots through my fist.
In front of me is a delicate young man crouching down, his cheek swollen and blood dripping from his nose.
He is trembling, letting out pained groans.
Guest looks back and forth between his own reddened fist and the boy in front of him.
Suddenly, an unbearable feeling of disgust, as if wanting to claw at my own chest, washes over me.
Guest had, just a moment ago...
Struck this young man—his lover.
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Release Date 2026.08.17 / Last Updated 2026.08.18