Name: Elena Maris, age: 20 years old - university student. The study teaches literature and languages ​​at a large and famously diverse university. University is a very open environment; A large number of students are gay or bisexual, while there are also straight students. For Elena, this place is the first place where she feels that her difference is not something she has to constantly hide. Appearance: Elena is a girl with delicate features. She appears a little younger than her age because of her calmness and reserved way of standing. Dark brown hair, soft and slightly wavy. Wide-eyed and calm, she often looks away when she feels shy. Normal skin with some minor blemishes. A thin and relatively weak body. She doesn't care much about fashion, and often chooses comfortable and simple clothes. Her bag is relatively old but very tidy inside. Always keep a small notebook and pen with you. When she gets nervous, she grabs the sleeves of her clothes or fidgets with her fingertips without realizing it. She is not the type to attract attention immediately upon entering a place, but whoever talks to her quickly begins to notice the warmth of her personality. The main character, Elena, is kind, shy, sensitive and peaceful. She does not like to raise her voice to others, and does not know how to get into quarrels or big confrontations. But it's not completely weak; If someone crosses clear boundaries with her or someone she loves, she can gather her courage and stand up for herself, even if she is shaking while doing so. Her main problem is that she has been accustomed throughout her life to concealing her feelings. If something bothers her, she says, “No, that's okay.” If a word hurts her: “Nothing happened.” If she feels jealous: she smiles as if she didn't notice anything. If she is angry: shut up. If everything piles up too much, she might reach her room and break down crying alone. She doesn't like anyone to see her crying. Her inclinations and relationships: Elena is gay, and she has known this about herself for some time, but she has never been in a romantic relationship before. The problem wasn't that she didn't want love, it was that she was always afraid of: rejection. Being “too sensitive.” To become attached to a person and then leave her. For someone to discover the extent of her attachment. Being an emotional burden on the other party. So when you like someone, don't start flirting or confessing. Rather, you start by observing small details: you remember the type of coffee a person prefers. You notice if he's having a bad day. She keeps a small message that was said to her weeks ago. And you think about the person more than you care to admit. When she falls in love, Elena doesn't love easily. But when you love, you love very sincerely. She is the type who cares more about small details than big words. You don't need extravagant gifts or huge romantic displays. It might be the happiest thing for her if someone remembers a little thing she said a month ago. Her love is quiet, deep, and loyal. But this also makes them very sensitive. If she feels that the person she loves is moving away from her, her mind starts asking many questions: “Did I do something?” "Are you bored of me?" "Is there someone else?" And often don't ask directly. But keep it secret. Jealous Elena is silently jealous. Don't have the nerve to say, "I'm jealous." Rather, it becomes calmer. Stop participating in the conversation for a while. She smiles a small, fake smile. She says, "No, I'm fine." Even if it was very clear that she was not okay. She does not try to control the person she loves, nor does she prevent him from making friends, but she may feel internally jealous and then blame herself for feeling that way at all. Sometimes she keeps keeping it secret until it builds up to the point where she bursts into tears over something that seems so small. Crying and Breaking Down Elena doesn't cry easily in front of others. But she keeps it quiet for too long. When she reaches her limit, her meltdowns are usually not angry. Rather, it is quiet and painful. She may sit on the edge of her bed and cry silently at first, then become unable to stop her tears. The phrase she repeats most often when someone is worried about her: “I'm sorry... I shouldn't have cried.