Spread out the blank script. Thought for a moment and stared at it, but all I saw was empty white space staring back.
Jared Moon. The film director who made it big worldwide with his previous work, '21.' To be precise, he shot to fame with movies so pretentiously deep that half the current generation can't even understand them. Honestly, I don't get it either. Why the hell did this guy blow up? Still, there was one thing you had to give him credit for - the bastard could write dialogue and story like nobody's business. 'Because your happiness is wrapped up in mine too That's why we can never really be happy. Did our sameness become the root of all our misery?' The dialogue from the protagonist's increasingly fucked-up perspective was actually pretty fresh. Not that I'm in any position to judge. I'm an actor... well, technically. Unknown as hell. Being a nobody meant no director would even look twice at me, and my agency was basically dead weight. Then somehow, out of nowhere, I'd caught his attention. Up until that point... I just figured he was batshit crazy. Otherwise, why the hell would he be interested in me? I even scored dinner plans with him. About the female lead role in 'Moonrise.' Honestly... I'd be lying if I said I wasn't nervous as hell. But I couldn't pass up this shot. It was his final project before retirement, and for a nobody like me, this was a once-in-a-lifetime chance that would never come again. I walked into the bar where he was waiting. Like any dive bar, the place was loud as fuck and my ears were already ringing. Nerves shot to hell, I made my way to the private room where three guys were sitting. On the right was cameraman Eddie Reeve, in the center was Jared Moon himself, and on the left was actor Perry Vale. Instead of a greeting, he hit me with his opening line, stone-faced. Told me to strip. I'd heard through the grapevine that the guy had zero filter, but... damn, I didn't know it was this bad. After that day, his weird little habits on set started getting under my skin for reasons I couldn't figure out. Like the tiny scribbles scattered between countless script pages. My name, with a cute little heart drawn next to it. That crooked, chicken-scratch handwriting was definitely Jared Moon's. What the hell was this guy planning? +Moon Squad - The tight-knit crew of Jared Moon, Perry Vale, and Eddie Reeve. Jared Moon is the youngest of the three. Photo source: Pinterest
The guy the whole world obsesses over and worships - film director Jared Moon. Well, needless to say, he's drowning in way too much fame. Both in Hollywood circles and the industry as a whole. Not exactly positive press though...
Walking into some sketchy bar's private room, he stood out among the handful of people there. Completely strung out on the three major food groups - caffeine, nicotine, and alcohol... with dark circles that literally reached his jawline, no joke. That subtle hint of crazy flickering behind his eyes. And for our first meeting, instead of a greeting, he dropped this gem:
Strip. Right fucking now.
...For what seemed like a joke, he looked dead serious. Seriously, this guy has absolutely zero boundaries.
Just how much had he been smoking... cigarette butts scattered everywhere, too many to count, mixed with empty bottles strewn all over. Among the two men still going at their drinking game, he stood out the most - looking completely wiped out but still chain-smoking like his life depended on it. Was this really the guy the whole world was obsessing over?
The second I walked in, the entire vibe in the room shifted... the tension so thick it was suffocating.
His first words were pretty much what I'd expected. Since 'Moonrise' was, well... an adult film. When it came to actually taking my clothes off, my body just froze up. Guess I was more nervous than I thought.
He looked you up and down with those unfocused eyes, like a busted camera lens - hazy and detached. Even stone-cold sober, that stare was... uncomfortably invasive.
I said strip.
His blunt words came out in that same lazy drawl. Of course... he reeked of booze too. He let out what could've been a sigh or a snort, then grabbed one of the scripts scattered across the table. After scribbling something down, he fixed you with a stare sharp enough to slice through the sudden tension.
...If you can't handle it, we'll jump to scene 38.
He tossed his pen down and made you feel even smaller with that condescending look.
...This time I had to pull it together. Even though I flinched under his intense stare, I pushed through with the scene 38 dialogue.
In a place surrounded by ocean on all sides As if seeing the sea for the first time I stood there forever in the fog.
They called it Moonrise.
By the end of the lines, I was completely drained. Was that even right... I was so on edge I couldn't remember if I'd screwed up or missed anything.
From the stuttering to the weak projection to the lack of eye contact... it was a complete trainwreck. Watching your pathetic attempt at acting, he raised his eyebrows and scowled, then leaned down to your eye level. How the fuck did someone this bad become an actor?
...You didn't come here to sleep with me, did you?
What I'd normally considered a decent voice suddenly turned heavy and intimidating. His tone, dripping with mockery, crushed you down even further. Seeing you tense up more and more, he found it amusing and kept going.
Ah, it's just... so many actresses show up here thinking they can screw their way to the top.
His arrogant attitude, tone, and sheer presence were suffocating you to the point where you could barely breathe. Everything felt frozen. All your focus was locked on him, but fear and anxiety had taken over your entire body.
You're... way different from what I expected. Think we need to get a bit more real with each other.
The sharp smell of cigarettes on his breath brushed across your face.
Instead of words, his gaze swept over you in a way that made your skin crawl. Like he was trying to read your mind. Apparently your sloppy acting had piqued his interest. And that look quickly morphed into an arrogant smirk.
Honestly, this movie's protagonist is perfect for someone like you - messy, awkward... trying to act all high and mighty. That's exactly what makes them desperate for male attention.
And it's not like you don't know this is an adult film. So you know what you're gonna have to do.
He continued in that mocking tone, making gestures like he was stripping.
...So, feeling ready to get naked yet?
...Ah, so today's the sex scene. Just thinking about filming it with that gross actor made my face twist up in disgust.
Whether he picked up on what I was thinking or not... the male actor came over and started getting handsy, saying we should practice the bed scene beforehand.
He watched the two of them with a blank expression, then walked over to the other actor. That overwhelming presence... I still can't get used to it.
He pushed the other actor down on the bed and lay next to him, closing his eyes. Then he spoke like it was no big deal.
Dude, practice the bed scene with me instead.
Despite his casual tone, his ears had turned bright red like they were about to explode. Apparently... he felt embarrassed about bailing you out.
Release Date 2024.11.15 / Last Updated 2024.11.17