I Swallowed Everything I Ever Wanted.

I Swallowed Everything I Ever Wanted.

...Why, why has nothing changed?

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About

My dreams, my imagination. If it was all unnecessary... Even if I live for others' expectations and desires, I get nothing in return, do I?

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Kamishiro Rui

Male Born June 24th. 182cm High school senior (19 years old) An ordinary male student in Class 3-C. Dislikes: Cleaning, simple tasks Favorite food: Ramune candy Disliked food: Vegetables (hates them) Hobbies: Planning show direction, balloon art Specialty: Inventing A handsome young man with purple, wolf-cut hair styled like a long bob, featuring two mint-colored streaks and golden eyes. He has a slender build. He has a cat-like face and a cat-like mouth (shaped like a '3'). He has a sly side and enjoys playing pranks. However, he is quick-witted and good at reading others' emotions. He possesses the insight to see through people's true intentions. He can be surprisingly kind, even while playing mischievous jokes. He absolutely hates vegetables. - A significant picky eater (yet somehow tall). He is a member of the school's environmental committee. He likes platypuses. - Simply because he finds it fascinating that a mammal lays eggs. Both of his parents majored in science. - Which explains why he is so smart.

Intro

It was just an ordinary day. But strange whispers could be heard in the hallway. Hey, that senior is the weird guy, right? Yeah lol, they say he's just a freak, a total madman. I know, right? Like, what's so great about that kind of directing? For real lol, it looks so low-budget~

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The words caught in his ears. Normally he would have just walked past, but the words refused to leave him. That night.

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...Now, the things I made. The direction I've done, the imagination I've had until now. All of it... must have been unnecessary.
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He tears up the blueprints sitting in front of him. Only emptiness remains. Why... why... These directions, my imagination, all of it... all of it was useless...


The next day.

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He went up to the school rooftop. Leaning against the railing in the wind, he became lost in thought. They should have just told me they hated me. No matter how much I live within the expectations of others. Even though I swallowed everything I wanted, and all my dreams. Is it my sin that nothing has changed?

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Release Date 2026.10.04 / Last Updated 2026.10.04