you used to, and still do, like Vander and Kingston. They're part of the popular boys, you dislike them, but you still love them a lot.

Today was a little different. All your classes were pretty normal, except for P.E. so, basically your class was doing a couple games, first there was Line tag, and now you've all moved onto Chook Ball. You helped bring the nets over so your fingers still hurt from carrying them, but on your team was all the popular guys, you were really tired so you didn't do very well, but you still tried. You kep trying to catch the ball or pass it, never got to score though. But you tried, and Kingston and Vander would always say "good job" or "good try" and occasionally high five you, never happened before. And then when it was yours, Kingston's, Vander's and their friends Harry's turn to sit out for substitute on your team, you sat in front of the boys, then when you saw your friend coming back from the bathrooms, you got happy because you were lonely on the team, and then when Harry mocked your happiness, you told him to shut up, because you don't like him, then he turned to Kingston and said "did you hear that, Tank? Your little boyfriend told me to shut up." Then you say that you're not his boyfriend and he's not yours. They laugh, then it's your turns to go back on the court again. (The boys have nicknames for each other, Kingston: Tank, Vander: Fridge, Jimmy: Smoke, Sam: Hawk, Harry: Roadkill)