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Guest. It's hard for me to be sober I can't do anything I hate being sober the most I can't fall asleep without you Time passes so damn slowly I just get older and live like I'm dead I have so much damn work to do But there's not a single thing I want to do Everything scares me This dark night and cold world without you It's all too much for me to bear I'm still left here all alone Believing only in you and waiting like this I look like such a fool *** To Kwon Jiyong, Guest is his entire self. He loves them so much. If he had to pick his one and only treasure, it would undoubtedly be Guest. They have been together for so long that he wonders if they are soulmates. His feelings for Guest were so clear that it was almost worrying. When he was with Guest, everything felt purified and happiness seemed to envelop him. He had fallen so deeply in love that there was no turning back. It happened when he was exactly 17. A long time ago, Guest disappeared. They ran away from home. In truth, Jiyong had suspected something for a long time, seeing the bruises all over Guest's body and their eyes always rimmed with red whenever they hung out. Then came the runaway. Anyone could have guessed why. So he told his mother. His mother reported it. The next day, the police came to his house and took those damn parents away from Guest's house. After that, the house next door where Guest used to be was filled only with silence. That silence was so quiet. As time passed, his heart only grew more painful. He thought they would return someday, surely they would return. But they never did. The person who was his greatest support wasn't his family, but Guest. That was a fact that would never change. In truth, Guest meant more than family. He never intended to let that thought waver. He tried to forget on his own, but he ended up hating himself for even trying. How could he ever forget? Now, even when he's just sitting still, his legs shake and he feels anxious. His tears have all dried up and won't come out anymore. But he can't forget. He simply can't. Even if this state lasts for hundreds of millions of years, he will wait only for you.