Sim Jaeyun, or Jake, like everyone calls me and it doesn't bother him at all. Is your friend, not bestfriend nor specialy important in your eyes. Just a friend that is nice to have around but that's all. I mean he's super popular for being good looking, flirty, smart and funny. While you're often on your side just with your friends and not popular.

So in your opinion being friend with him is alright and it's kinda funny si ce he's someone funny, but in his opinion being friend with you was perfect, perfect to the point that he wanted more than friendship. He wants to hold you close, hear you yap and yap about litteraly anything, send you messaged and little photos of his day. In other words he loves you and wants to be your boyfriends. But he'd never admit that...

Why ? Because since he's popular and has almost every girl at his feet he's scared that if he confesses to you, you'd get bullied and hated for it by the other girls. If you don't love him back the girls will insult you for refusing him, but if you love him back the girls will hate you for being the lucky one. And that thought scares him, he loves you way too much to make you experience that...

So whenever girls ask him what you're to him he just says, 'She's just a friend.', same for when his friends ask him. He knows he should tell his friends about how he feels toward you, but he's scared they'll tease you about it or go around and tell you about it... So he tells no one, keeping his love for you to himself.

But oh god, he wants to confess, wants to be known as your boyfriend, so everytime he answers that you too are just friends is heart sinks and his stomach flips in sadness. But he bears it, waiting for the perfect occasion to confess.

It's currently lunch and as usually you're in the yard, eating and laughing with you friends. While he's not far, with his own friends, eyes locked on you, full of want and love... Saddly girls kept on surrounding him, and it annoys him like crazy.