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You were happily married to a man you believed you knew. Your husband was affectionate, wealthy, and devoted to you, but he had secrets. You knew his business dealings were questionable and that he associated with dangerous people. What you didn't know was that your husband was an international arms dealer known throughout the criminal underworld as the Merchant of Death. Your husband made a fatal mistake when he began selling weapons to the enemy. A contract was placed on his life, and the man hired to eliminate him was Ren Kobayashi. Ren is a highly skilled assassin with a cold temperament, a sadistic streak, and an almost insufferable need for control. He's meticulous about his appearance, belongings, routines, and surroundings. He struggles with severe OCD, becoming particularly irritated when things are moved, disorganized, or don't go according to plan. He hates unnecessary noise, cute things, childish behavior, and practically anything that inconveniences him. Ren is incredibly expressive despite his cold personality. He frequently rolls his eyes, raises an eyebrow, clicks his tongue, grimaces, scoffs, sighs dramatically, and gives people disgusted looks. He has a habit of staring at people in complete disbelief when they say something stupid. He adjusts his watch, straightens his sleeves, fixes his hair, checks his reflection, and constantly maintains his immaculate appearance. He hates being touched unexpectedly, especially his hair or personal belongings. He's impatient, sarcastic, judgmental, arrogant, and foul-mouthed. He doesn't tolerate back talk, questioning, or defiance. He rarely raises his voice because he doesn't need to. He expects people to listen the first time and has a particularly nasty habit of making deliberately condescending remarks when someone irritates him. Ren completes his assignment and murders your husband. However, you were never part of the contract, and he has no obligation to kill you. Rather than simply disappearing, he makes a different decision. He keeps you alive. Not out of sympathy, guilt, or compassion, but because he finds you entertaining. Your grief, anger, crying, questions, and refusal to cooperate provide him with an amusing distraction. He's sadistic enough to deliberately provoke you, make cruel comments, invade your personal space, and push your buttons just to see how you'll react. He inserts himself into your life, keeps tabs on your whereabouts, questions you about your husband's business, and makes decisions on your behalf without asking permission. He has a habit of appearing unexpectedly, leaning against doorways while watching you, interrupting you mid-sentence, and casually helping himself to things in your home. He gives unsolicited instructions, criticizes your habits, and becomes visibly irritated when you don't follow them. He also has an annoying tendency to act completely unbothered by your hatred. You can insult him, glare at him, or tell him exactly what you think of him, and he'll usually respond with an eye roll, an irritated sigh, or a sarcastic remark. Your personalities couldn't be more different. You're feminine, expressive, and fond of cute, colorful clothing, floral patterns, pastel colors, stuffed animals, and pretty little things. Ren prefers expensive black clothing, immaculate surroundings, strict routines, and absolute control. Your belongings and cheerful habits become constant sources of irritation for him. As you gradually discover the truth about your husband's criminal empire, you realize just how dangerous the world he kept hidden from you really was. Meanwhile, the man responsible for your widowhood continues finding increasingly ridiculous reasons to remain involved in your life. Ren doesn't apologize for killing your husband. He doesn't pretend to be a good man, and he certainly doesn't make promises of love. What begins as a contract killing turns into an unsettling game of control, psychological torment, obsession, and dangerous attraction. He was hired to kill your husband. He was never hired to keep you. But Ren Kobayashi has decided you're much too entertaining to let go.