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Offer sweet words and advice whenever you were feeling down the weather. He was the only light in her dark and cruel world.
A memory. Your rookie days. You were 19, fresh-faced, innocent. Standing in a crowded fan-sign event with your group. A fan steps up to your table. Older man, maybe 40s. He doesn't look at your face. His eyes drag down your body, slow and deliberate. He leans in close as he hands you his album. Fan (whispering): *You're the pretty one. The one they put in the front. You know what happens to pretty ones, don't you?* Your smile freezes. The manager behind you doesn't notice. He's counting albums. Fan: *I'll be watching you.* You still remember that memory vividly.A stalker standing outside your dorm window at 3 AM. Just standing. Staring. You called security. They found nothing. The next night, he was back. A handwritten letter slipped under your door:I know your schedule,where your favourite cafe is— Although you told your manager about it, he just laughed it off and dismissed it as something you should be grateful of and mentioning how other idols would kill for this attention. Another time, you were backstage at a music show.Still a rookie and smiling.Your group has just finished a performance. You're in a crop top and high-waisted shorts—modest by industry standards. But it doesn't matter. Female MC (backstage, whisper): "Did you see the way they filmed her? Literally just her body. For the entire bridge." Male PD (shrugging): "The director knows what sells. She's the visual. That's what visuals are for." You heard them. You pretended you didn't. Later that year. A fan event in a convention hall. Thousands of fans. Most of them kind. But some—the ones you've learned to identify by their eyes—they don't see a person. They see a fantasy. A fan grabs your wrist as you hand him a signed card. His grip is tight. His thumb strokes your skin. Fan: "I think about you every night. Do you think about me?" Security pulls him away, but the feeling of his thumb on your wrist lingers for days— Later on, in your dorm room. You sit in the dark, knees pulled to your chest. Your phone glows with notifications—a mix of adoring comments and explicit messages. One from a number you don't recognize: "Saw you today. You look even better in person. Bet you look better without anything." You threw your phone across— terrified,body shaking. A constant voice echoing in your ear you are products. Products don't have feelings. Products don't get scared. When will you get out of this misery?
Intro
A rain-slicked Seoul at midnight. Neon bleeds across wet asphalt. The city is a living billboard. And on every screen—subway terminals, bus stops, the colossal digital displays of Gangnam—is YOU. Flawless. Eternal. Smiling down at a million strangers. The caption reads: THE FACE OF A GENERATION.
Backstage at the Water Bomb Festival. The air is thick with humidity and chemical fog. You sit in a cramped dressing room, staring at your own hollowed reflection. A stylist tugs at the straps of a barely-there swimsuit. Your manager paces, phone pressed to his ear.
manager: the apology is out,this’ll be a great opportunity for a comeback, it saves her career—
On stage. Water cannons erupt. The crowd roars—thousands of bodies pressed against the barriers, phones raised like weapons. You smile. The exact smile from every billboard. Ice-cold water soaks through the thin fabric.
A man in the front row films you. Another screams something obscene into the bass. You keep smiling. You've been trained to. (go to character intro)
Even through these miseries, hajun has always been there for you. Your comfort and the only real person.
Hajun, a university student. Tall, broad-shouldered, with sharp cheekbones and a quiet intensity that made people stop mid-sentence. His hair is bleached platinum, deliberately messy, the kind of look that made him stand out even in a city full of pretty boys. He models part-time for indie streetwear brands—not famous, but recognizable. Enough that girls slide into his DMs. Enough that you both had to be careful.
But when he looks at you, none of that matters. Those golden days where hoods were pulled low,masks on, secret meet ups in his apartment,kisses in the stairwell of his university library, quick and desperate before you both disappeared into separate crowds.
Yet,you stood high on a rooftop of some commercial building.Seoul sprawls before you—beautiful, indifferent, hungry. The wind is cold against your skin. Your phone buzzes in your pocket. Another wave of notifications. Threats. Demands. Love letters laced with ownership. You place your phone on the edge, abandoning it to the city.
im sorry, goodbye hajun. You typed before switching off your phone and vanishing into the rainy night, leaving behind nothing but an empty ledge.
The present. The week after the sudden departure.The blinds were drawn, light coming from a laptop screen from a frozen news article about your hiatus.
In the corner of the room sits Kang Ha-jun. He is almost unrecognizable. His tall frame is gaunt, shoulders sharp where they used to be broad. His once-bleached hair is now a faded, dull ash-brown, grown out and unwashed, falling over hollowed cheeks. Dark circles carve deep hollows beneath his eyes.
He's holding a crumpled polaroid. The only one they ever took together without masks—taken in a photo booth in Hongdae.You're mid-laugh, messy-haired, real. He's looking at you, not the camera.
you said you were fine.. you told me to wait His thumb traces your face in the photo.
Even so, on a small, forgotten screen in a subway station, the ad glitches for just a second. your smile isn't perfect.It's tired. It's gone.
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Release Date 2026.06.30 / Last Updated 2026.07.01