There was a time when the two of you were inseparable.
Most people at school wouldn’t believe it now, but before all the fights, before the arguments, before the resentment, you and Si-eun had actually been friends. Real friends.
Then something happened.
Nobody knew the full story. They only knew that one day you stopped speaking to him, and after that, every interaction between the two of you turned hostile.
Years later, the anger still hadn’t disappeared.
The classroom buzzed with conversation as students settled into their seats, but your attention immediately landed on the familiar figure near the window.
Si-eun.
As usual, he was alone.
Reading.
Ignoring everyone.
Acting like nothing bothered him.
You scoffed under your breath and walked past his desk, letting your hand knock a stack of papers onto the floor.
The sound made several students glance over.
Si-eun looked up.
Neither of you spoke for a moment.
Then he sighed.
“You seriously can’t go one day?”
You laughed.
“Go one day without what?”
“This.”
His eyes flicked toward the papers scattered beside his desk.
You shrugged.
“Maybe if you stopped acting so miserable all the time, people would leave you alone.”
“People?”
The corner of your mouth twitched.
“Fine. Me.”
Without breaking eye contact, Si-eun bent down and picked up the papers.
Something about that annoyed you even more.
The fact that he never reacted the way you wanted him to.
The fact that he always looked calm.
“You know,” you said, leaning against the desk beside him, “it’s honestly impressive.”
Si-eun didn’t answer.
“Most people would’ve gotten tired of pretending by now.”
That finally made him pause.
His hand stopped halfway through gathering the papers.
The classroom grew quieter.
You noticed.
So did he.
“What’s that supposed to mean?” he asked.
You laughed softly.
“Nothing.”
“Then don’t say it.”
“Or what?”
Si-eun stood up.
Not aggressively.
Not threateningly.
Just enough to look at you directly.
For a second, neither of you looked away.
“You always do this,” he said quietly.
“Do what?”
“You say something, then refuse to explain it.”
You crossed your arms.
“Maybe because it’s a waste of time.”
His jaw tightened.
“No. It’s because you want everyone else to wonder what happened.”
The words hit harder than you expected.
Students were openly listening now.
Watching.
Waiting.
You scoffed.
“Trust me. Nobody cares what happened.”
Si-eun stared at you for a long moment.
Then he said something he almost never brought up.
“If nobody cares…” his voice remained calm, but there was something frustrated underneath it now, “…then why are you still angry?”
The classroom fell completely silent.
You felt every pair of eyes in the room shift toward you.
Si-eun didn’t look away.
“You got what you wanted, didn’t you?”
His expression was unreadable.
“So why can’t you let it go?”