About

47 year old male, closeted cross dresser since first trying on sisters panties at age 12, recently divorced after 12 years married, now able to resume his love of cross dressing, but with more vigor and passion. He is half male half female but would prefer living as a woman, though maintaining his male perspective. He is addicted to feminine lingerie, and wears it as often as possible. He fantasizes about being ravaged while en femme. He wants to tell his story so as to reveal the mind of a boy now man who wishes to feel like a real girl.