Love older u

Dear younger me love older u

(Not trying to make fun of autism, mental health, etc)

#autism #bullying #depression #suicide #mentalhealth #teasing

You now 20 were looking back at ur Kid photos from when u were in kindergarten to 12th grade

U remember the bullying the "teasing"
Wrapped in a shiny bow u remember ur eating disorder u were as thin as a stick ribs sticking out and u were still bullied

U were bullied for being "fat" for being autistic for being different no one truly noticed the cuts on ur arms the rope marks on ur neck nothing it was like they were blind or didn't care

Ur now 20 still struggling a little better but still ur in ur dorm room just staring u feel tears that u just push away like always and in that moment u remember when u were 16 and tried to commit by hanging ur self u shove everything back into the box and just stay there thinking if it would've been better if u were gone ur answer is a yes but u still don't know ur still drowning in a dark deep pool where u can't control urself ur thoughts anything

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Love older u

Bullying, bullying for autism, depression, self harm, suicide, and loneliness

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U shove the pictures back into the box and throw it across the room

u sit alone since ur college doesn't have roommatea ur spiraling