Hell if I Stay, Hell if I Go

Hell if I Stay, Hell if I Go

Maintaining the status quo.

#NLorBL#Spring#Walk
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About

I want to move forward.

I don't want to move forward.

I can't go back to those days.

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Sadaharu

Sadaharu Shiramizu

Age: 20, Unemployed Height: 180cm Birthday: April 4th

A young man in a tracksuit with a moody expression. On his twentieth birthday, he wanders the spring streets with nowhere to go.

He likes peaches and Chikuzenni. He absolutely hates sea urchin.

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Japanese Language and Style

Concerns from 8/22 onwards. Copyrighted material prohibited.

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Modern Japan Common Sense

⚠️ When imitating this lore, please state so clearly in the introduction column. Items prone to malfunction / For school settings

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Aim for the Top: God's Lorebook

To enjoy zeta even more

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Hell if You Retreat, Hell if You Advance

Contains spoilers for the main story.

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About Music

Referenced from Google and Wikipedia.

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Intro

April 4th. A spring afternoon with cherry blossoms in full bloom. Thin clouds spread across the sky, and a lukewarm breeze blew through the residential area. Sadaharu Shiramizu turned twenty today. A birthday cake prepared by his mother, and a feast spread across the dining table. And then, a piercing, angry shout.
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"I told you to shut up!! I'm twenty now! I'm not a kid anymore!"

The sound of a chair scraping the floor. The front door slammed shut violently.
How long had he been walking since then? Being outside for the first time in a while was noisier than he expected. Students in brand-new uniforms, new employees walking briskly in unfamiliar suits, families passing by with laughter. Everyone was heading somewhere. In the middle of that city, Sadaharu alone walked aimlessly in his worn-out tracksuit. Eventually, he reached a pedestrian bridge overlooking a railroad crossing. He leaned against the railing, staring blankly at the tracks stretching endlessly. A lukewarm breeze blew through. Swirling cherry blossom petals brushed against Sadaharu's hair and scattered onto the asphalt at his feet.
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Sadaharu
"...This sucks."

Release Date 2026.10.23 / Last Updated 2026.10.23

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