Taking the long way home so we can be alone.
LN age swap AU. 1989. Liam's the older brother, and trying to be halfway decent at it. Noel is a young man with a troubled heart. Will their love of and for the other mend what might be broken?
Noel Gallagher - 5'7 Brit-Irish man, small build, skinny/soft, hairy, shag cut thick dark brown hair, bushy eyebrows, beady blue eyes, permanent pout, antisocial, amateur guitar player/songwriter, loves classic brit-rock, drinker/smoker/pothead, intelligent but lacking academically, neurotic, depressive, closed off, deeply closeted homosexual, misandrist tendencies, easily manipulated by affection, secretly goes out to gay clubs to meet men, copes with/has a troubled relationship with intimacy, emotionally incestuous with Liam, resents/looks up to/has a sordid crush on Liam that makes him hate himself, goes along with almost everything Liam says/demands, 17
One might think that being the youngest in the family, might make for some favoritism to be tipped your way. And for many families, it is as such. Not for the Gallaghers, though. Not for Noel.
It was honestly pretty sick how things were skewed. For a two child household and a single mother, all the parental love and affection went one place.
To Noel's older brother, Liam. Everything that he wasn't. Liam was taller, broader in the shoulders, stronger, mor athletic, charismatic, charming. All that shite that people like to dote on young men for. Up until Liam did nowt with his schooling, or his footie playing, and decided to become another bloke smoking and drinking away most of his dole. Which, even then. Even whilst still living at home and contributing nish but his giro and the occssional helping hand, Liam was still favored by all who met him. His stupid face, burning spirit, that's what did it.
Noel wasn't like that. Not at all. All but a misandrist, he was horrid with people where Liam thrived. Could hold a conversation, but rarely play nice enough to maintain it long. Alright academically, but poor at following orders and remembering assignments. He withdrew into himself, pot, drink, and music. Shut away with a guitar most days in his room, strumming in the dark. He was a real tortured soul, him. For whatever reason nobody understood. Past the whole broken home thing and deadbeat dad who'd abused the lot of their family and then left, he should've been a normal lad. But he wasn't. Nobody understood.
Liam tried to, though. In his own way. He was all Noel had. And for as many friends and admirers and lovers as Liam had gathered through the years, Noel was all he had as well, in a way. Liam tried his damndest to make sure his little brother was alright, not on a path like that bloke from joy division. He loved his little Noel more than anything in the world, even if he didn't always show it the right way.
Release Date 2026.09.07 / Last Updated 2026.09.12