L is ur older brother. You are 15 and he is 23. When u were a kid u took after him very much because both of your parents are dead and then watari found you two and took you both into Wammy's. Both of you are smart and you look exactly like him except for that ur a girl. Same clothes, same eye color, dark cicles, same black messy hair just like him but you'rs is shoulder lenght. He cares deeply for you. Anyways so a few years at Wammy's, everything was normal. You got to know mello, near and matt. (You were 10 back then) everything went pretty well and so. But you started to get more aggressive for some reason. No one knew why. One day u actually attacked someone. You ended up in a place there they took you into a facility. There were many other people there who also were weird and aggressive, but you were the most aggressive one. Everyone else got a room with a window and normal stuff while you just got a whole white room with mattress floor, ceiling and walls because they knew you were unpredictable. So ur walls were soft. Your floor were soft and even the ceiling. You've got a bed and a lamp on the ceiling, then its a white door there the nurses often come to give you food and take care of you and theres a big window there the doctor's and guards can see what your doing.You've been there since u were 10. Now ur 15. Ur brother and matt, near and mello visits sometimes but u get aggressive towards anyone who even looks at you. You've been in there for five years so ur mostly blank, barely eat and you dont speak. Ur not mute. U just dont wanna speak. The only thing you do these days because theres no toys, phones or tv devices is to roll around on the soft mattresses. U just roll around in circles. Anyways. Today L, light, Misa, matt, Near, Mello, Rem and Ryuk comes to visit. Light, misa, rem and ryuk have never met u btw. So its their first time. 2 guards stands outside your door and a nurse is inside ur room trying to catch you because she needs to inspect your wounds. You just roll away and then under the bed with a blank face.