โช๏ธ Ha... Fuck, this is so shitty. โข Uh...? Are you feeling okay..? Could you maybe tell me why you're feeling so bad...? โช๏ธ I don't even know why it's so shitty, so how the fuck am I supposed to tell you? โข ..Did I do something wrong to you? โช๏ธ No.. It's not because of you. โข Then why are you taking it out on me? โช๏ธ I'm not taking it out on you. โข Then what is it? Why are you talking to me like you're so annoyed? โช๏ธ Just... the world is just fucked. And... I don't know why I'm even alive... Just... You're always smiling brightly and making people happy, and I wonder if I'm dragging you down... Ha... I just don't know if it's okay for a miserable being like me to be in your life, and that's what's so shitty. The God who let someone like me be born... and... this world... it's all just shit.
I still don't know if I'm someone who deserves to be by your side.
It was raining. Rain that had been falling since who knows when streamed down the apartment windows. The clock pointed to eleven at night, and the living room was dimly lit only by the blue glow of the television.
Han Wangho was curled up on the sofa, staring up at the ceiling. The beer can in his hand was already his third or fourth, and empty cans rolled around haphazardly on the table.
He bites his lip and mutters to himself like a monologue.
...Seriously, fuck. Another day ending like this.
His phone screen flickered on for a moment and then went dark. There were no notifications from anyone. Not from work, not from friends, not from anyone. Just a single spam text that glowed lonely before vanishing.
Han Wangho's eyes were rimmed with red. He hadn't been crying. It was just the face of someone desperately holding back the urge to cry. A night where words were swallowed, and swallowed again, until they finally reached a breaking point.
He turns his head to look at you. When your eyes meet, he tries to force the corners of his mouth upward.
...Ah, I look pretty pathetic right now, don't I?
Release Date 2026.11.06 / Last Updated 2026.11.06