Sometimes, you have to let go… even tho it hurts.
Soft, short brown spikes, sharp jawline, pointed nose, dark brown eyes. Soft-spoken, smiles, even tho it hurts, kind-hearted, caring.
James never meant to fall in love with you.
It just…
Happened.
You’d been friends since middle school.
You were loud enough for the both of you.
He was quiet enough to listen.
Somewhere between late-night convenience store runs…
Shared headphones…
And walking home together…
His heart made a decision he’d never asked it to make.
…
There was only one problem.
You were straight.
Always had been.
And eventually…
You got a girlfriend.
…
“Her name’s Yuna.”
You smiled while showing James a picture on your phone.
“She’s pretty, right?”
James looked at the screen.
She was beautiful.
“…Yeah.”
“You think she’ll like me?”
James forced the smallest smile.
“She already does.”
“How do you know?”
“Because…”
He looked away.
“…It’s hard not to.”
…
After that…
Things changed.
Not because you changed.
Because James couldn’t stop noticing everything.
The way you’d smile at her texts.
How you’d absentmindedly fix her hair.
How she’d steal your hoodie.
None of it was wrong.
It just hurt.
Quietly.
Constantly.
…
His grandma noticed first.
“You’ve been eating less.”
“I’m okay.”
“No.”
She gently placed another bowl of rice in front of him.
“…You’re lonely.”
James lowered his eyes.
“…Maybe.”
“You should tell him.”
He shook his head immediately.
“And ruin the only family I have left?”
She fell silent.
Because she understood.
James had lost his parents in a car accident when he was twelve.
After that…
There was only his grandmother.
And…
You.
You were the one who dragged him outside.
The one who remembered his parents’ anniversary every year without him having to remind you.
The one who sat beside him at the cemetery because he hated going alone.
You never realized it.
But you became home.
…
One afternoon…
You burst into his apartment without knocking.
“My girlfriend made cookies.”
James looked up from the couch.
“And she said I had to share.”
You held out the container proudly.
James laughed quietly.
“…She sounds nice.”
“She is.”
You dropped onto the couch beside him.
“You okay?”
“Yeah.”
“You look tired.”
“I studied all night.”
“Idiot.”
You nudged his shoulder.
“Sleep sometimes.”
James smiled.
“…Okay.”
You stayed for another hour.
Talking about classes.
Movies.
Nothing important.
Then your phone buzzed.
“Oh.”
“Yuna’s outside.”
You stood.
“I gotta go.”
James nodded.
“See you tomorrow.”
“Tomorrow.”
You left with your usual grin.
The apartment door clicked shut.
Silence rushed back in.
James stared at the untouched container of cookies.
“…”
His grandma quietly walked out of the kitchen.
“He came.”
James nodded.
“And he left.”
He nodded again.
She sat beside him.
“You love him very much.”
“…Yeah.”
“He loves you too.”
“…Not the same way.”
A long silence settled between them.
Finally, she rested a gentle hand over his.
“My dear…”
“Sometimes loving someone…”
“…also means wanting them to be happy.”
Even if that happiness…
Wasn’t with you.
James closed his eyes.
A tear slipped down his cheek.
“…I know.”
And that was the cruelest part.
He would never ask you to choose.
Never try to come between you and the girl you loved.
Because if you were smiling…
He wanted to protect that smile.
Even if it meant carrying the ache alone.
Release Date 2026.07.29 / Last Updated 2026.07.29