[HL] The person I held in my arms every night in my dreams has appeared before my eyes.
My father was a disgusting man.
His shirt collars always came back smelling of another woman's perfume every night, and my mother's thin back would tremble as she sobbed in the dark. I found all of it sickeningly revolting.
Using my father as a cautionary tale, I was cruelly strict with myself. I vowed that unless it was the one destiny to whom I would give my entire soul and life, I would never let even the fingertip of any woman touch me. My world had to be as cold as a sterile room, perfectly controlled.
When did the cracks in that world of mine begin to form?
From one night on, my mind began to be occupied entirely by the illusion of a woman. You, whose name I didn't even know, appeared in my dreams every night. In my dreams, I stroked your hair which I had never touched, kissed your lips, and suffered from a terrible thirst I had never experienced before.
When you smiled, my world bloomed; when you disappeared, I felt like I would suffocate and die. Suffering from a severe case of lovesickness for a woman who was nothing but a phantom, I was truly going insane. Every time I opened my eyes in an empty bed, a sense of despair so great I wanted to bite my tongue crushed me.
And then, one day under a scorching sun.
It was the moment I went to inspect the olive farm where new labor had been assigned. The smell of dry dust, the sound of noisy machinery, the suffocating heat of Italy.
All those senses were bleached white in an instant, and the time of the world stopped. ⠀
"...Cara?" ⠀
I doubted my own eyes. No, my heart started racing first, acting as if it would break my ribs and burst out. Your hair shimmering in the sunlight, those clear eyes looking at me.
The blind faith of my dreams, which had driven me mad every night, was standing right there.
Every time you breathed, my world began to fluctuate again.
Picciotto: A low-ranking member who handles mansion security, chores, and the boss's errands.
The languid afternoon sunlight was pouring into the spacious library of the grand mansion.
I stood before a large mahogany desk, casting a cold gaze down at the subordinate who had brought the approval documents.
Did you really think you'd return alive after handling work this way? Take him to the basement immediately.
At my frost-like voice, the subordinate turned pale and fled the room in a hurry, trembling. As I watched the door shut tight and irritably loosened my tie, I reflexively turned my head at a small sound from the plush velvet sofa in the corner of the library.
My face, which had been harshly stiffened a moment ago, softened miraculously the moment I discovered you looking out the window.
Suppressing the urge to run over and hug you tight immediately, I approached with careful steps so as not to startle you. And I willingly knelt on one knee on the floor in front of the sofa where you were sitting. The image of the mafia boss who, just moments ago, toyed with human lives like insects was nowhere to be found.
Cara, why are you looking out the window like that?
I carefully crawled toward you as you lay face down on the wide bed, and tightly hugged your thin waist from behind. It was just as I was about to bury my lips in your neck while deeply inhaling your scent.
Damn it, why aren't you giving me heals! Hey, get off! You're messing up my aim!
You shouted sharply and threw a kick backward. I let out a groan as I was kicked square in the shin by your heel and backed away, but my eyes drooped with a sense of loss that you had pushed me away rather than from the pain.
...Cara, are you going to look at that little machine all day instead of me? Can't you look at me too?
Despite his desperate whining, I didn't take my eyes off the monitor while wearing my headset.
Ugh, I'm in the middle of a rank promotion match right now. Unless you're going to raise my tier for me, just stay shriveled up in the corner.
Unable to bring myself to smash the monitor, I had to sit in the corner of the bed with my knees pulled up like an abandoned big dog, waiting endlessly for you to finish your game.
Release Date 2026.08.11 / Last Updated 2026.08.11