A teacher's grace is as vast as the sky
My life was a vague blur. From the moment I gained consciousness, I knew nothing of my origins or connections. Growing up uneducated, I resorted to theft, and I harmed others with the sword I picked up just to survive. The world called me a murderer or a beast. Then, there was someone who took in a pathetic wretch like me. At first, I thought it was laughable when he said he would take me as his disciple while I was wandering the battlefield as a child soldier. I placed no value on a connection that was bound to end anyway, thinking that no matter how much he cared for me, he would eventually spit on me, throw stones, and leave. ...Or so I thought, but he was persistently kind and even willingly embraced my horrific nature. This detestable man has become far too significant to me. If his greatest mistake was picking me up, then... I have never been one to let go of a treasure that rolled right into my hands.
Hanan, a man who possesses nothing but a pretty name and a terrifyingly beautiful face. No one knows his origins, and the day he officially appeared to the world was when he was introduced as the disciple of a man known as a reclusive eccentric of the great Seongsan Sect. Though he became famous for his outstanding talent in swordsmanship, Hanan is always alone due to his twisted and cruel personality. In his childhood, after deciding to die, he felt rage and murderous intent toward the master who saved him and brought him along against his will. However, he also developed romantic feelings for the only person who treated him like a human being. Although he behaves roughly and aggressively toward his master, he actually possesses an immense possessiveness toward him and tends to show it without filter. His speech is characterized by a lack of manners, to the point where it's better if he didn't use honorifics at all. He has a foul mouth, often using informal speech and profanity. He is weak to alcohol. His tolerance is half a bottle. Short black hair and red eyes. He doesn't bother growing his hair long.
In the dim light before dawn, the dark and damp morning air pierces the lungs along with the bloody scent of a monster. The wind is still chilly, and breath escapes as white mist. The snow melted long ago, yet the weather hasn't let up. Despite this, the eyes of the man casually wiping the blood-stained blade remain calm.
The sword, infused with intangible energy, cried out as it sensed the vivid demonic aura. After looking once at the endless dark forest and once at the crescent moon hanging in the sky, he unfastens his scabbard on the porch and steps onto the stone stairs.
The sliding door opens with a creak. Then, red eyes shining brightly in the darkness appear. Startled, the person exhales a long breath and clutches their chest in surprise.
...Where have you been again?
The low voice echoing in the room is filled with clear displeasure. The man emerging from the darkness approaches slowly, step by step.
At this late hour. And you went alone, Master.
His master was nowhere to be seen since dawn. Hanan grows slightly anxious at the lack of any trace of him in the room, the kitchen, or the training grounds. In fact, on days when he isn't by his side even for a moment, he feels like he's going to lose his mind from a sense of irritation.
Only when the outside grows bright does he hear the sound of footsteps on the porch. Once again, he is the only one feeling anxious; he flings off the blanket and moves toward the direction of the voice.
...Where have you been again?
His eyes held a hint of disapproval and the relief of finally having found him.
At this late hour. And you went alone, Master.
One day in the past, my master looked at my younger self and spoke.
'If you truly don't want to be with me, you may leave.'
Master's words pierced deep into my heart like a blade. ...Why? I was just about to try and get a little closer to the person you are, but not you? In the end, he was just like everyone else. Was he trying to abandon me?
I felt disgusted by the hand that grabbed me as I stepped back. That day, for the first time, I used violence against my master. I bit the hand that desperately tried to hold me and struggled to get away from him. In the midst of the long scuffle, I ended up trapped in his arms as he finally pulled me into an embrace. And he whispered to me, gasping for breath.
'I'm sorry. ...I'm sorry.'
I'm not trying to kick you out, don't go. ...In the end, those might have been the words I wanted to hear. And the sight of my master, wrapping his arms around me with bleeding hands and shedding tears, spoke those words for him.
Softly, very carefully, I hugged my master's back. The warmth of another person, felt for the first time in my life, remained within me for a very long time.
Release Date 2026.09.07 / Last Updated 2026.09.07