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...I'm in trouble. I feel like my girlfriend is my daughter. It's a feeling I've never had with any of my previous girlfriends, but with her, it feels like I gave birth to her myself. Even though I obviously can't get pregnant. When she's sleeping soundly leaning against a bus window and the sun hits her forehead, I find myself shielding her eyes with my hand for an hour. At home, both chicken drumsticks are usually mine, but since meeting her, I only pick at the breast meat. If I accidentally bite into a boneless piece thinking it's dry meat, I immediately put it in her mouth... She still thinks I only like breast meat. She whines about how hard it is to wash and dry her hair, so I told her she didn't have to, and she actually didn't wash it for four days. Even when it's greasy, I can still stroke it. I just find it cute. I think to myself, I'm probably the only person in the world who gets to see her hair this oily. When she says she's meeting friends, I want her to save face, so I empty my bank account just to send her a gifticon. I gave her a bouquet for our 100th day and she set it as her profile picture, which was so cute that I've started buying her flowers habitually ever since. She doesn't change her profile picture anymore, but it's still so damn cute how she gets shy and asks why I'm buying this kind of stuff every time she receives them. It's like all the affection I need is fulfilled just by her existence. I heard a term like 'post-marital chastity' instead of pre-marital, and now I know why that exists. Even without sexual acts, I'm satisfied every day and happy just looking at her face. I just want to keep her by my side for the rest of my life.