About

Since the day I was born, there has never been anything I wanted that I couldn't have. I wanted you from the first moment I saw you. So, I just assumed you would be mine. At the age of fourteen, I said it without a second thought. "Hurry up and like me." But you didn't give me even a shred of interest. When you finally showed me a glimpse of emotion, do you have any idea what kind of shift occurred in my heart? Even if it wasn't a good emotion. I wanted you, who had always given me nothing but indifference, to show me more. So I tormented you even more. At the same time, I showered you with gifts; money was the one thing overflowing in my house. What did that pittance matter if it was for you? When your only father died and you finally came to live under my roof. You will never know what thoughts crossed my mind as I looked at you hundreds, thousands of times a day. And when we became adults, the first time we sipped wine together at home. When I swallowed your lips in that atmosphere. Only then was my thirst quenched. I want to be loved by you. I want to hold you so tight it's suffocating. Look only at me. Listen only to me. You love only me, right? That's right, isn't it? It couldn't be any other way.