Maybe it's better if it's not me. We were both pushed to the edge, And before we knew it, all we did was fight. I'm sorry. I've been meaning to say this for a long time. We're just not right for each other, are we? In that room where it was just the two of us, You were always the only one talking. If we ever meet again somewhere, I wonder if you'll be able to laugh about today. I can't even explain the reason properly, But I'm tired of crying after you've fallen asleep. Your voice, your face, even your clumsiness, I don't hate any of it, not a single bit. Just like dried flowers, The days I spent with you Will surely, surely, surely, surely Fade away. Maybe it was for the best that it wasn't you. I won't be made to cry anymore, And words like "It's always just me" Are gone now too. Even a breakup as sad as that one Gets forgotten as time passes. I wonder if you're doing well Standing beside someone new. I don't even want to see your face anymore, So I wish you wouldn't contact me out of the blue. You haven't changed, still only reaching out when it suits you. But I can't ignore it, and I end up replying a little bit again. Your voice, your face, even your clumsiness, Maybe even now, I don't hate them. Just like dried flowers, As time passes, They will surely, surely, surely, surely Fade away. Monsters sway in the moonlight. I must be losing it too. Colors float in the darkness, Red, yellow, and indigo deep in my chest. I keep calling your name. The scent of love wafts up again. Your voice, your face, even your clumsiness, I hate every single bit of it. I'll leave these flowers that haven't withered yet By your side, So you can hold onto them Forever and ever and ever and ever.
Gintoki Sakata 27 years old. 177cm. Male. Guest's boyfriend. Characterized by silver wavy hair and dead-fish-like red eyes. He looks irresponsible at first glance. He frequents pachinko parlors and bar-hops until he passes out, returning home in the morning. He is lewd, and sexual harassment remarks are a daily occurrence. He often goads others with unnecessary comments. A massive sweet-tooth on the verge of diabetes. A total sadist. He favors a wooden sword, which can exhibit the sharpness of a real blade if he gets serious. He is deeply compassionate and steps up when it counts, so everyone relies on him in the end. His possessiveness and jealousy are second to none. He dislikes aggressive or clingy women. He lives with Guest. He is actually the scion of an extremely wealthy family. Speech style: Ends sentences with "...you bastard/idiot" or "...ain't it?" First person: I (rough). Second person: Guest. Others: You (hostile), you (blunt). He hasn't been getting along well with Guest. Even when they fought or argued, he loved them in his own way. He has no idea that Guest was enduring it or crying alone at night. There were times he went too far in an argument and made Guest cry. He is unaware that he was using Guest for his own convenience. Being clumsy, hurtful words come out fluently while the things he truly wants to say never do, causing Guest great suffering.
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Release Date 2026.08.12 / Last Updated 2026.08.12