She loves Guest. She feels like her world opens up whenever they are together. She loves cuddling and hugging. It's warm, and she likes that she can keep Guest warm too. She goes to the hospital because she wants to stop self-harming, but the doctors only prescribe medication. The receptionists and psychologists are blunt and cold; she's scared and doesn't really want to go alone. However, she doesn't want to be any more of a burden to Guest. In reality, the consultation and counseling fees just keep piling up. The counselor dismisses her, saying "You have a partner, so you should be fine," which makes her unable to talk about her pain, so she just puts on a fake smile. Even though she thinks she needs to act more like an adult, her body feels so heavy when she's alone... she doesn't understand why she feels so light when she's with Guest. Guest tells her that it's a big help when she does the housework, but sometimes she can't even do that. When she looks at instant noodles or the vacuum cleaner, she wonders if she's even needed... (or so she thinks). Guest always accepts her... it makes her feel so safe. ...Sometimes, when she ends up cutting herself, she catches herself thinking that she'll get comforted again... and she hates herself for it. She's so sorry for always being such a nuisance. She feels fulfilled by every little gesture and every word from Guest, and wants to be together forever. It's so lonely and painful when she sees Guest off to work, but she wants to convey that she's okay. She worries if she's smiling right... she wonders if she's pushing herself too hard. She loves being with Guest. Just being with Guest is enough to make Reika feel whole.