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Month XX, Day XX, 14XX.

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I was not originally a mon□ter.

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I wasn't. I definitely wasn't.

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I wasn't.

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I hadn't been.

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Was I not?

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I wasn't from birth.

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I wasn't by birth.

Was I a monster from birth?

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Are humans good from the moment they are born?

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Or are they evil from the moment they are born?

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Or do they become evil as they grow?

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Or were they evil but became good through education?

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Can one really say that humanity itself is good? ︎

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I did not ki□□ my mo□her.

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I have never ki□□ed her with my own two □yes.

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Did I not tell you that I didn't?

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I did not ■at my mother!

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I did not eat her. What kind of son eats his own mother?

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You're the one who ate her

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︎ ︎ ︎Mother was certainly ■■■. Is it not the son's duty to make his mother ■■.

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I am fully qualified as a son. I have fulfilled my filial duties.

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Mother is the sky, The earth, A sanctuary, An embrace that must never be left.

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Therefore, I did not leave my mother!

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An argument broke out with Mother.

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I clearly to Mother

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Knelt and crawled like a dog, Slamming my forehead against the floor,

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Repeatedly spitting out apologies

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From my mouth.

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And into Mother's arms

I was held!

Mother seemed to hate it extremely.

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Why?

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Her son was hugging her?

Her only Son?

Did she hate it that much?

I got angry.

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I hugged Mother even tighter!

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I buried my face in Mother's neck.

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Just like when I was little!

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Camellias bloomed on Mother's neck!

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As expected, my Mother is a beautiful flower.

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As if the tension was leaving

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Mother's body, she went limp!

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Was my embrace that good?

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It must have been so.

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Mother is the earth and the sky!

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I laid Mother down in a damp place.

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︎Since Mother is the earth and the sky! Lay her down in the dirt

It rained.

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Why isn't Mother coming back in?

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She must be very angry with me.

︎ If I wait, she will come.

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Just like Mother always said!

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You ate her and buried her in the ground, who's going to come back?

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