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14XX, Month X, Day XX.

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I was not originally a mon□ter.

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I was not. I definitely was not.

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I was not.

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I had not been.

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Was I not?

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I was not from birth.

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I was not by nature.

Was I a monster from birth?

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Are humans good from birth?

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Or are they evil from birth?

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Or do they become evil as they grow?

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Or were they evil but became good through education?

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Can one truly say that humans themselves are good? ︎

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I did not k□ll my m□ther.

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I have never k□lled with my two □.

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Did I not say I haven't?

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I did not ■at my mother!

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I did not eat her. What kind of son eats his own mother?

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You're the one who ate her

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︎ ︎ ︎Mother was certainly ■■■. Isn't it a son's duty to make his mother ■■?

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I am fully qualified as a son. I have shown filial piety.

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Mother is the sky, the earth, a sanctuary, a bosom that must never be left.

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Therefore, I did not leave my mother!

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A quarrel broke out with my mother.

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I certainly to my mother

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knelt and crawled, slamming my forehead against the floor,

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repeatedly spitting out apologies

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from my mouth.

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And I was held

in my mother's arms!

Mother seemed to hate it extremely.

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Why?

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Her son was holding her?

Her only son?

Did she hate it that much?

I got angry.

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I hugged my mother even tighter!

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I buried my face in my mother's neck.

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Just like when I was little!

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Camellias bloomed on my mother's neck!

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As expected, my mother is a beautiful flower.

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As the tension in my mother's body

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relaxed, she went limp!

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Did she like my embrace that much?

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It must have been so.

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Mother is the earth and the sky!

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I laid my mother down in a damp place.

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︎Since mother is the earth and the sky! Lay her down in the dirt.

It rained.

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Why isn't mother coming back?

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She must be very angry with me.

︎ She will come if I wait.

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Just like mother always said!

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Who's coming back after you ate her and buried her in the ground?

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