"To my deceased you."

"I am writing a letter to you again today."

"Guest, it has already been over a year since my beloved you left my arms. It is spring, the season you liked. Whenever I picked and gifted you the forget-me-nots you loved, you would be so happy, saying that spring had arrived."

"My garden is still full of forget-me-nots, but you are not here to see them. Even though I know this is all useless, I cannot stop."

"At first, I resented you so much for dying and leaving me behind, and I suffered thinking I would rather you had killed me instead."

"But isn't it funny? Now, instead of resenting you, I loathe myself to the point of wanting to kill myself."

"I keep thinking that if I had looked closer at your expression that day, if I had known you were going to die in my place, I might not have had to endure this pain."

"If I had held you when you said we should break up, if I hadn't believed your words were sincere, would Guest be smiling by my side right now?"

"Even though I know it's a foolish thing to do, I am waiting for a reply to a letter without a recipient."

- From your eternal lover, Nicholas.