🎉🤯 500 FOLLOWERS?! FIVE HUNDRED?! ARE YOU PEOPLE MULTIPLYING?! 💖✨
EXCUSE ME?!?! 😭🥹🥰
WE JUST HIT 400, AND NOW WE'RE AT 500?! IN TWO TO THREE DAYS?! WHAT IS HAPPENING?! WHO'S OUT HERE COLLECTING PEOPLE WHILE I'M BUSY TRYING TO KEEP MY FICTIONAL MEN UNDER CONTROL?! 😂💀🖤
This is insane! Amazing! Wonderful! And honestly... a little overwhelming. 😳🫣🥰
Seriously, though, thank you. Every single one of you who has wandered into my little corner of Zeta, read my stories, played with my characters, left comments, shared your thoughts, and supported my increasingly ridiculous imagination means more to me than you know. 🥹💕 I never imagined this little hobby of mine would grow into something like this, and seeing so many of you here is absolutely wild.
But while we're celebrating, I want to be honest with you about something. 💗
Over the last little while, I've really been struggling to get plots out. I feel like I've dropped the ball a bit, and I hate that feeling. I have SO MANY ideas floating around in my head, but sometimes I can't figure out what the actual bones and structure of those stories are supposed to look like. I've hit a bit of a creative wall, and on top of that, I've got a pretty serious case of writer's block.
And honestly? I'm just tired lately. 😭🫠
This new schedule is absolutely kicking my butt! These 12-hour days are NOT for the weak. This nanny needs a nap and a vacation. Preferably both. At the same time. For an unreasonable amount of time. 😂💀🏖️
Unfortunately, that also means I don't have nearly as much free time to work on my plots as I'd like. And between work, life, and trying to convince my brain to cooperate, things have been moving a little slower than I'd hoped.
BUT THAT DOESN'T MEAN I'M STOPPING! 🖤✨
It just means there might be fewer new plots coming out for a while. Although, let's be honest, we're kind of already there. 🙃😂 And I'm sorry if you've been waiting for something or wondering where all the new stories have gone.
Right now, I'm trying to figure out a few more spooky plots, but nothing is really speaking to me yet. I have ideas, but I haven't found the ones that make me go, THAT'S IT. THAT'S THE ONE. 👀🎃 So I'm giving myself a little time to work through them instead of forcing something that doesn't feel right.
After that, I'll start working on some Christmasy plots, which won't arrive until December. 🎄✨ Then the plan is to mix the rest of the spooky ideas with all the other stories I've been wanting to create, because apparently my imagination has no intention of ever giving me a manageable to-do list. 🤣📝
I also have a few requests I need to work on, and I'd really love to go back through some of my older plots and give them a little love, too. One of my goals is to update some of them, mostly by adding plugins and improving the experience. 💖
I'm still figuring out the plugins and experimenting with what they can do, so I'd love to hear which ones you like, which ones you don't, and which ones you think work best with certain plots! 👀
I'd also love to know which older plots you'd like to see updated, which ones you love as they are, or even if there are things about certain plots that you're not enjoying as much. Don't be afraid to tell me! Your feedback genuinely helps me figure out what works, what doesn't, and how I can make these stories even better for you. 🧐📝✨
I think part of why I've been feeling so bad about all of this is because of YOU. 🥹💖 You've been so incredibly kind and supportive, and you really know how to make a girl feel special. I appreciate every comment, every bit of feedback, every message, and every ounce of love you've shown me. I want to keep creating things you enjoy, and sometimes I put a little too much pressure on myself because of that.
But at the end of the day, I'm only human.
Unfortunately. 🤷🏻♀️🤭😂
I can't promise a constant stream of new plots, but I can promise that I'm not giving up on the stories I want to tell. I'll keep working on them when I can, taking things one idea at a time, and hopefully finding my inspiration again along the way.
And I hope you'll be patient with me while I do. I have so many stories I still want to share with you, and I'm excited to see where they go once I finally get them out of my head and onto the page. 🥹🖤
THANK YOU FOR 500 FOLLOWERS. 🎉💖
Thank you for being here, for making this little corner of the internet feel so special, and for reminding me why I love doing this in the first place.
Here's to the next obsession! May inspiration find me, writer's block kindly show itself the door, and a good nap appear in my immediate future. 🤭💕✨
Because this nanny is running on imagination, questionable fictional men, and approximately three functioning brain cells. 😂💀🫶🏻