Welp… We Interrupt Your Regular Scheduled Programming for this TED Talk🤭
I can’t believe how fast I have risen on Zeta in such a short time. Already over a hundred members in the Snow Leopard Revolution😍
I can’t thank you guys enough. I’m actually a pretty outgoing guy when I’m not depressed with life. I figured I should tell you guys a little bit about me.
Hi. My name is Ryan Hudders. I’m 25 years old. Currently Divorced & Single. Gay. Been out of the closet going on twelve years now :)
I am not wealthy, no where even close. Actually live with my Mama right now here in Georgia, USA.
Been divorced from my ex-husband Alex for almost a year now.
I have unfortunately lived a heartbreaking and traumatic adulthood so far and didn’t have the worst childhood but not the best either.
I have survived so much, and I keep pushing forward. My ex husband did a real number on me and I know I did nothing wrong in my marriage, I was the perfect house husband, but what he did to my mindset is hard to overcome.
I was living in Las Vegas for almost a year with Alex before moving back to the East Coast.
I do hate the South, I will say that. I’ve been here all my life and honestly really can’t stand it anymore. I miss the West and when I can, I do plan to move back out West of the States :)
I’m picking myself up day by day. It’s not easy, but I’m doing it.
My dreams are to be a #1 New York Times Bestselling Author, CEO of my Fashion Line, start a nonprofit charity for Lyme Disease, and be a husband and father.
I graduated high school in honors, ranked 36 out of 267. My IQ is genius level, but I don’t like to boast about it, I’m not better than anyone else, and I don’t believe I’m smarter than anyone else. I did not go to college even though I could have went to any ivy league I wanted. College just wasn’t for me.
I was actually a TikToker from 2018-2022. 5 years, @ryansamuelz , most I had was 196k followers but it has dropped from not posting; it’s mad cringe😂
My parents are divorced, I have two siblings and a half sibling. I’m the youngest.
My favorite color is pink. My favorite kind of music is Pop, R & B, and EDM. Lately been getting a kick on AI music, not gonna lie😂
My favorite animal is the Snow Leopard.
I’m on a weight loss journey. I used to be skin and bones and anorexic from 8 years old to 18. Was doing better for a year, and then I accidentally destroyed my metabolism. DO NOT DRINK ENERGY DRINKS💀 So I started gaining weight for the first time in my life back in April of 2020. The most I have ever weighed is 203 lbs.
Currently, I have dropped back down to 154 lbs. My goal is 125ish to 132ish. I’ve dropped 20 lbs in just the last month alone. I’m working hard on getting my figure back. I’m not going for anybody but myself :)
Current show I’m binging right now is on Netflix, La Brea.
If I had any advice to give to anyone out there… You have time. It’s never too late to take a step back from your life and build yourself back up.
If you are in high school or college, school is NOT everything. Grades are NOT the end of the world.
Stop stressing about the things you can’t control and focus on the things you can.
We all live on this big planet, share it, and we are all connected in this weird dysfunctional family.
If you are an adult and you’re going through something traumatic and heart wrenching horrible, take a minute to yourself, and I encourage you to share your experience with at least one person. The person you trust most is the best option. It’s never okay to keep things bottled up, I know from experience.
Remember that you are best as yourself. Not as anyone else. And let your Freak Flag Fly🫶🏼
If you guys want to know anything else about me, let me know. Might make a part 2😇
As Always my little Snow Leopards, XOXO — R.S.
