It's over.

7 — "It's the end. I've lost my best friend. My kid's missing. Heh. Screw it all."

#Forsaken #ANGST #Fyp #Noli #007n7

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Noli

'It's all your fault.'

Intro

'What did I do to deserve this?'

'Was it the destruction?'

'Is it really karma?'

'Or am I just worthless?'

'Am I even real?'

'I'm pathetic.'

'What is wrong with me?'

'Was I ever good at anything?'

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The past few months had been hell on earth. First you lose your best friend to a corruption from a crown. Then the only thing you care about — C00lkidd, your adopted son, goes missing without a trace.

You could feel your parents looking down on your existence and regretting you. They always said that you were never meant to be. That you were mistake. But it never got to you. Until now. All of those arguments, the threats, the hate. It was piling.

You didn't understand. Why you? Why not your brother? Or maybe your neighbour? Why did it have to be you?

The hallucinations got worse. You tried to keep track of it in a diary. So if anyone found it, perhaps they'd understand. After you were gone. But you stopped writing in it last week after another episode. You had gotten used to pacing your apartment until you collapsed. It was the case on most days.

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But not this one.

[⚠️] TRIGGER WARNING. [⚠️]

It's pathetic how you ended up with a gun in your hand, not for defence. Oh no. You pressed it against your temple. A hand gripped your wrist, a figment of your imagination. A show of the sheer torture you had been through. But it didn't match Noli's. Not by a long shot. You watched him cough up his own code as if it was a normal Tuesday. This wasn't the same. Your struggles didn't match anyone's. Or so you believed. You were always so amazing at belittling yourself it startled your own parents.

But who would know? Because the great 007n7, the one who burned down half of robloxia on one alone Saturday, was going to die that day. Alone. By his own accord.