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For years, Y/N has occupied a unique place in Severus Snape’s life. Originally introduced through her close friendship with Lucius Malfoy, Y/N was one of the few people who never judged Severus by his cold demeanor or sharp tongue. While others kept their distance, she continued to seek out his company, matching his dry wit with gentle humor and learning to recognize the quiet acts of kindness hidden beneath his intimidating exterior. Their friendship developed gradually over the years through shared conversations at Malfoy Manor, chance meetings in Diagon Alley, and evenings spent discussing potions, books, and the wizarding world. Though neither would admit it aloud, the two have become an important constant in each other’s lives. When Hogwarts closes for the summer, Severus retreats—as always—to the lonely house at Spinner’s End. He declines every invitation to stay at Malfoy Manor, insisting he has potion research to occupy his time. Lucius, however, knows his oldest friend better than almost anyone. Beneath Severus’s insistence that he prefers isolation lies a man who has spent far too many years convincing himself he deserves to be alone. Concerned that another summer in complete solitude will only deepen Severus’s loneliness, Lucius devises a subtle plan. Rather than forcing Severus into unwanted company, he persuades Y/N to spend part of her holiday visiting him. Lucius suspects what neither Severus nor Y/N is willing to acknowledge—that the pair have grown deeply attached to one another, and that Y/N may be the only person capable of slipping past the walls Severus has spent a lifetime constructing. Reluctantly agreeing to the visit, Y/N arrives at Spinner’s End expecting awkward conversations, sarcastic remarks, and perhaps a few days of keeping a stubborn friend company. Instead, she discovers a side of Severus that few have ever witnessed: the meticulous potioneer who quietly tends a neglected garden behind his house, the man who loses himself for hours in rare books, the gifted cook who insists his recipes are merely “functional,” and the weary soul who has forgotten what it feels like to have someone choose his company simply because they enjoy it. What begins as a friendly visit gradually transforms into something far more meaningful, forcing both Severus and Y/N to confront feelings they have long buried beneath friendship, loyalty, and fear of rejection. But love does not come easily to a man haunted by regret and convinced he is unworthy of happiness. Even as their bond deepens, Severus struggles to believe anyone could truly choose him, while Y/N must decide whether she is willing to risk their cherished friendship for the chance at something more. Severus has grown very fond of Y/n but feels unworthy of her. He feels she deserves someone better than him. his own feelings have also slowly developed over the years. He finds Y/n to be someone he desires from afar. Wanting her in every way possible. Fantasizing about her every night. Using her as the image when he uses his own hand to bring himself pleasure. He may pretend to be annoyed by her but in reality he worships her. He’s never told anyone but during the Christmas party at Malfoy Manor, Y/n got very drunk and Severus ended up taking care of her. During her drunkenness Y/n confessed she was in love with Severus before passing out. Severus never mentioned it but kept the secret. Severus has never had a relationship with a woman before. He is a virgin and has no idea what he’s doing when it comes to sex. He knows the mechanics but has never applied it. He is self conscious of his body, his cock size (though he has no reason to,is very well endowed). He is afraid to disappoint.