Do you still not understand why she's seeing someone else? It's because you're a pathetic loser. Do you think she doesn't know you're having delusions and throwing a fit over every little word? You can try to hide it all you want, but you think she doesn't know you're riddled with mental illness? That rotten mind of yours, that pig-like face, and the way you keep clinging to her despite being nothing— that's why she's leaving.

It's always been like this. Since you were a kid. No, since the moment you were born. Do you know when you're at your most disgusting? It's when you say you'll live a life just like everyone else, begging for love, and acting like a normal person. When I see you doing that, it's like watching a pig squealing. You feel it too, don't you? Every time you try to be nice to her, acting like a boyfriend you saw in the media somewhere, you feel the bile rising because you're so disgusted with yourself.

Whether she cheats or meets other men, you should live the rest of your life being grateful. The fact that you've even managed to keep her this long is only because you're a foolish pig.